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| godessalthena (profile) wrote, on 1-15-2006 at 7:28am | |
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1. Amelia 2. Mamelia banana 3. Millie Three Parts of Your Heritage: 1. Norwegian 2. German 3. Bohemian Three Things That Scare You: 1. My future 2. Being left out of everything 3. Losing him Three of Your Everyday Essentials: 1. Sleep 2. Physical contact with humans 3. Air Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now: 1. Pants 2. Bra 3. Baci Three of Your Favorite Songs - at the moment: 1. Car Underwater 2. Pictures of You 3. You Are My Sunshine Three Things You Want in a Relationship: 1. Honesty 2. Understanding 3. jeremiah... Two Truths and a Lie (in any order): 1. I'm not crying 2. I work at Wetzel's Preztels 3. I'll be 18 soon Three PHYSICAL Things about the Opposite Sex that Appeal to You: 1. Build 2. Teeth 3. Smile Three of Your Favorite Hobbies: 1. Talking 2. Singing 3. Sleeping Three Things You want to do really badly right now: 1. Be with Jeremiah 2. Stop feeling like I don't matter 3. I don't want to pretend anymore Three Places You Want to go: 1. On a few road trips with my best friends 2. Far away from these things that hurt. 3. To the afterworld Three Things You Want to Do Before You Die: 1. Make believe everything is okay 2. Sleep next to my sweetie 3. Perform a song infront of an audience and do it well. 1. How tall are you barefoot? 5'8" 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? Nope, don't plan on it, but don't you inject heroin? 3. Do you own a gun? Never 4. Rehab? For the animals yo! 5. Would you ever "do" someone in their parent's bed? No, that's gross 6. What do you think of hot dogs? The idea is gross, but sometimes they're okay 7. What's your favorite Christmas song? one of the old Hymn Gospel ones like the one about the angel's voices 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? water 9. Do you do push-ups? when i feel like it 11. Are you vegan? nope 12. Do you like painkillers? when i have horrid cramps or have my wisdom taken out 13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? nothing, they flock to me 14. Do you own a knife? 'own'? 15. Do you have A.D.D.? my teacher said i do 16. Do you love the pain a tattoo brings? don't know yet 17. Top 3 thoughts at this exact moment? i feel like i'm being lied to, i'm lonely, i'm proud of myself for remembering how to do that one move jeremiah showed me. 18. Name the last 3 things you have bought: movie, movie, gummy worms octopus skittles. 19. Name five drinks you regularly drink: Water, water, water, water, water 20. What time did you wake up today? three in the morning 21. Current hair? bed head hardcore 22. Current worry? that i'm totally meaningless and unimportant to people who matter more to me than anything 23. Current hate? humans 24. Favorite place to be? alone in a dark corner, knowing that someone's going to come up and look for me and worry about me and then when i come out they'll tell me that they love me and everything is going to be okay and they hug me and i cry and then i feel all warm and loved. 25. Least favorite place to be? the land of tears 26. Where would you like to go? seattle 27. What do you wear when you go to sleep? shirt and panties... or just panties 28. What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years? i'm not sure. being pregnant with my second child in japan? 29. Do you burn or tan? burn and then tan 30. Last thing you ate? a cupcake 31. Would you be a pirate? no 32. Last time you had an alcoholic drink? never 33. What songs do you sing in the shower? random things... the national anthem 34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child? monsters 35. What's in your pockets right now: don't have pockets 36. Last thing that made you laugh? the baby on the bus last night 37. Best bed sheets you had as a child? the same ones i have now 39. What are your dreams like? different, sad, sick, bad, horrible 40. How many TVs do you have in your house? a lot 41. Who is your loudest friend? jordan 42. Who is your most silent friend? brooke 43. Does someone have a crush on you? yes 44. Do you wish on stars? no 45. What is your favorite book? The Little Prince 46. What is your favorite candy? gummy worms? salt water taffey 47. What song do you want played at your wedding? L.O.V.E. and Your Song 48. What song do you want played at your funeral? Days I Recall Being Beautiful 49. What were you doing 12AM last night? writhing in pain 1.Spell your first name backwards: ailema 2. Story behind your myspace name: moulin rouge 3. How old are you: 17 4. Where do you live: Spokane DESCRIBE YOUR: 5. Wallet: duct tape 6. Shoes: skater 7. Toothbrush: green 8. Jewelry worn daily: promise ring 9. Car: ugly 10. Pets: baci, chica, totoro... mel... picasso 11. Room: boring 12. Computer: black 13. Sunglasses: non-existant 14. Favorite shirt: tight, black 15. Family: i don't see them very much, but mom says they love me 16. CD in stereo right now: non, probably, i gave my stereo to work 17. Piercings: ears 18. What you are wearing now: pjs RANDOMNESS: 19. Wishing: that i didn't feel like this 20. Wanting: to be far away from this 21. After this: pretending that everything is peachie keen 22. If you could get away with it and murder anyone who would it be? the whole human race? 23. Person(s) you wish you could see right now: jeremiah, brookelynn, shad, amber, jimmy, jordan, polly, jeremiah, tomoko... jeremiah 24. Anything happening tomorrow?: day off from school 25. Something you're looking forward to in the coming week: uhm, i have a concert? 26. The last thing you ate: cupcake 27. Current relationship status: separated, but in love very much 28. Any sports that you do: i run a little 29. Do you like horses?: big and scary 30. Do you like your school?: not really anymore WORD ASSOCIATION: 31. apple: ringo 32. donkey: jackass 33. nose: hana 34. freshman: suck 36. rose: gold 37. bagel: gross cheese crap 38. beagle: peter 39. pencil: pen 40. dance: sweat FINISH THE SENTENCE: 41. Why should we... have to be alone? 42. I'm a... loser 43. Let's run up... to the stars 44. What is... important? 45. Who in the world would... make this work? FASHION STUFF: 46. Where is your favorite place to shop?: i don't have a favourite shopping place 47. Have any tattoos?: i'll have one or five in a little bit 48. Like wearing hats?: yes MORE RANDOMNESS: 49. Have any scars? yeah 50. Favorite singers/bands? don't care 51. What is your favorite color? green 52. Half-full or half-empty? empty 53. Boxers or briefs? boxer-briefs 54. If you could, would go back in time? to prevent this from happening 55. Would you sacrifice your favorite possession for your best friends?: that's so hard... i don't know if i could let go of giraffie... 56. Favorite movies?: don't have any right now 57. Favorite book?: Little Prince 58. Favorite author?: Jostien Gaarder 59. Best ice cream flavor?: Vanilla 60. Ever gotten drunk before? no 61. Do you do drugs?: no 62. Where do you want to go to before you die? Japan 63. Plan to have kids?: yes 64. Who's the last person to IM you? that's a long time ago... so i'll take a wild stab................... that one old man from turkey who was always so sweet to me... 65. Who was the last person that called you?: uhm... Shad at work. 66. Where do you want to get married?: by the ocean or in the park by my house... the park, by my tree. 67. Do you like your life? most of the time. not right now at all 68. What would you change about yourself?: my tummy 69. What are essentials in your life?: love CURRENT: 70. Sounds in the background?: music 71. Hair: bad 72. Eyes: probably dark green 73. Music listening to?: Jimmy Eat World - Hear you Me 74. Mood: abandoned, unimportant, sad LAST QUESTION 75. What is the meaning of life?: to die eventually. Q1) When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at? my general face Q2) How much cash do you have on you? a penny... canadian Q3) What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"? messed Q4) Favorite planet? venus Q5) Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? i don't have a missed call list Q6) What is your main ring tone on your phone? ring.... ring.... ring.... Q7) What shirt are you wearing? bruce lee one that britney gave me Q8) Do you "label" yourself? i try, but it doesn't work. Q9) Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing? none? Q10) Bright or Dark Room? very dark Q11) What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? se's really sweet and i'm glad we're friends Q12) Ever "spilled the beans"? probably, i can't lie Q13) What were you doing at midnight last night? writhing in pain Q14) What did your last text message you received on your cell phone say? nothing Q15) Do you ever click on "Pop Ups" or Banners? for fun Q16) What's a saying that you say a lot? "oh, whatever! you're lying" Q17) Who told you they loved you last? zuzu because i forced her to Q18) Last furry thing you touched? baci Q19) How Many Drugs Have You Done In The Past Three Days? i took some asprin last night so i could stop writhing in pain Q20) How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? two Q21) Favorite age? anything before eight Q22) Your worst enemy? lies Q23) What is your current desktop picture? me and brooke and jeremiah Q24) What was the last thing you said to someone? good girl Q25) If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a major regret? million dollars, i don't have any regrets Q26) Do you love/like someone? very much People: 1. Jeremiah 2. Brookelynn 3. Amber 4. Paul 5. Kellen 6. Lauren 7. Jimmy 8. Kevin 9. Laurel 10. Kalie 11. Jay 12. Ryan 13. Lizzy 14. Anna 15. Mr. Jay 16. Kyl 17. Julius 18. Mike J. 19. Sensei 20. Jordan 21. Allan Now answer the questions according to the names listed below THE QUESTIONS: how did you meet 14? Elementary school. What would you do if you had never met 6? Never learned how to play chess wellish What would you do if 20 and 9 dated? I'd be weirded out. Did you ever like 5? As a friend, he was kind of cute for a bit, but then he doesn't have a funny sense of humor. Would 4 and 12 make a good couple? Well... No, because... Neither like men Describe 8: He had an adorable daughter and is a nice guy. Do you think 13 is attractive? For a girl, yeah Tell me something humiliating about 17? Hes a fucking loser with a bitch of a girlfriend. Do you know any of 4's family members? Yea, his cousins Vusmen, Antony and Sam What's 21's favorite color? Black, because that's the colour of his heart! (ahahahhaaha loser) What would you do if 18 just confessed they liked you? I would tell him he's a few years too late What language does 20 speak? English and some Japanese Who is 9 going out with? no one? What grade is 16 in? 12th When's the last time you talked to 13? I'm guessing on friday? What is 2's favorite band? Placebo Would you ever date 7? hahah! no, he's like 30. Would you ever date 1? I am :P ;3 Is 11 single? yes what is 19's last name? Wells Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with .. 2? Bestest friends seriously. What school does 3 go to? None Where does 15 live? By the coyotes Are number 7 & 8 Best friends? they're pretty good friends i think Do you like 4? He's okay. I like him better than his cousins. but he's a liar so he's not that great. [relationship status] practially engadged. [Shoe size] nineish? [Parents still together] yes [Siblings] 1 brother, 1 sister [Pets] dogs cat [Hair Color] blondeish [Height] 5' 8" [Body Type] chubbish [Goal in Life] to be happy FAVORITES [Colors] green grey white [Number] 12, 15, 3 [Animal] giraffe [Book] The Little Prince [Flower] Lily [Jewel] none? [Place to make out] on the green couch DO YOU [Color your hair?] no [Have tattoos?] not yet [Have Piercings?] yes [Cheat on tests/homework?] no [Like roller coasters?] yes! [Wish you could live somewhere else?] yes [Like cleaning?] depends [Write in cursive or print?] caps print [Own a cell phone?] no [Ever get off the damn computer?] i'm barely on it anymore [Been in a fist fight?] no [Considered a life of crime?] no [Lied to someone?] sadly, i probably have [Kicked someone in the nuts?] yeah [Stolen anything?] no [Held a gun] no [Current clothing] pjs [Current mood] okay [hair] ugly [Current thing I ought to be doing] sleeping [Current cd in stereo] none [Last book you read] i'm reading Under The Banner of Heaven, my last one was probably 1984 [Last movie you saw] Producers [Last thing you ate] cupcake [Last person you talked to on the phone] Dad [Believe there is life on other planets?] yeah [Want to do something kinky and crazy?] sure [Have any gay or lesbian friends?] lots [Believe in miracles?] no [Do well in school?] yes [Have a best friend?] yes [Close friends?] uhm... not really [Like your handwriting?] yes [Are you a daydreamer] when i want to cry [Bitch] sometimes [Sarcastic?] very [Shy] not as much, but yes i hate life sometimes. 'don't be afriad to let them show... you're true colours are beautiful like a rainbow...' love, amelia p.s. i fucking love cher. |
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Namu | 01-15-06 12:44pm Hey hun, my family is still here right now, but I'll call you as soon as they leave. I guess we need to talk, huh? Cheer up hun, you haven't lost me, and you know that, and I haven't abandoned you, and I don't lie to you. Therefore we should be good, right? |
godessalthena | Re:, 01-15-06 12:45pm everything is fine between us... i know you aren't lying to me, i know you never would... you still love me so much, and i love you so much too. i can't wait to hear from you! |
Namu | Re: Re:, 01-15-06 12:58pm well why are you crying? and who is lying to you? and why do you feel so alone when you know you have me? |
godessalthena | Re: Re: Re:, 01-15-06 1:27pm i'm done crying. lots of people lie to me. and i'm just lonely because you aren't here with me and i'm not there with you. |