01-16-06 11:58am

things won't be the same though :( I dont even want to friecken think about it.

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01-16-06 1:58pm

jess i really am sorry, i didn't not call you because i didn't not want to hang out with YOU it could've been any one of my friends....i just didn't want to go anywhere or hang out but i felt bad making up excuses...anyway i'm not going to try and justify it..it's just not fair that you are holding me to such a higher standard than your other friends...i mean if they didn't call you which you told me so many times they didn't, you blew it off, if you got in a huge fight you would forgive them and be their friend again even when you swore you would never ever talk to that person again.. you never did anything to make me mad or anything i just didn't want to hang out. just like some of your other friends sometimes. sometimes people just do dumb shit i wasn't trying to be mean and i didn't plan on being a bitch i just was. to me it's in the past and it's an act that can be forgiven. i mean if you could forgive the whole roman thing then this is just stupid. when you talked to me in the band hallway i told you to come down by me just because i was going to give you a hug..but you wouldn't. its in the past it was dumb and it's not going to matter in five months from now when we graduate...if you got this mad at your other friends for the same reason maybe it would be fair, but you didn't. just me. i'm not a perfect friend either..anyway, i think i would much rather be best friends when we graduate then ignore each other, go our separate ways and never talk again. that's just stupid. forgive forget and move on. but its up to you because i'm not the one thats mad. i'm not going to suck up or come crawling back on my knees to convince you..you just have to want to forgive me. it's your choice. of course i want to be friends again but anyway just let me know

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Re:, 01-16-06 4:04pm

jess you just never called me back. you could have easily let me know you had to work or whatever it was. and i wouldn't have been as mad if you had called me hmm... the next day? the next week? maybe talked to me in school!?!?! but you didn't do any of those things. how was i supposed to just be like "hey jess, you totally blew me off and ditched me and never called me or talked to me since then but what's up?" And I dont know what you're talking about all my other friends doing that. I have never had someone make official plans with me, tell me they will call me when they get home in a half an hour, have their sister tell me they'll call me right back and then never call me that day or for two weeks after that. sorry but i dont know why you think that but i've never had that happen.
i was blown away by the way you ditched me like you think i just forgot in an hour that you didn't call me back? or what. like i tried calling your house an hour after erin told me you'd "call me right back" and the phone just rang. and i know you have caller id so it's not like you didn't see I called. so why didn't you call me afterwards. Well my obvious assumption was you just didn't like me anymore. so dont tell me i'm not letting stupid things go or whatever because you didn't even try to say hi to me in school or call me back or aything so duh jess what would i think. i obviously thought you didn't want to be my friend so yo ucan even ask jess or roman i was crying about it and i figured you just didn't like me anymore so whatever. if you really just didn't want to hang out you would have called me within the next 2 or more weeks and said hi to me in school. but you didn't do either. so i dont get it.because now you're saying you want to be best friends. jess seriously put yourself in the exact position i was in. would you really think I would want to be your friend if I did that to you.

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01-16-06 5:13pm

omg jess... the picture where you're holding hands is soooo frickin adorable!

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Re:, 01-16-06 9:04pm

thanks :0) !!!

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