| Add Memory | Add To Friends | |
| jacqui-chan (profile) wrote, on 1-17-2006 at 12:07pm | |
| Current mood: contemplative Music: news 3 at noon Subject: This SUCKS. |
|
| So, we kinda' broke up Sunday... then we un-broke up. It was complicated. Now we've been trying to decide what to do. He won't just talk to me about it though, of course not. He just says "I don't wanna' deal with it right now". So I tell him that he's never going to want to deal with it, but he's gonna' have to. We need to talk about some stuff to decide what's best for our relationship. But no, we can't. Which just pushes me closer and closer to the end-it-now side. NOT GOOD. Ya know what's really weird about all this though. We'll fight and be angry and talk about possibly breaking up, but we still say "I love you" when we say good-bye. It's just odd, I mean, I'll probably always love him... he is my first love... but wouldn't ya' think after talking about breaking up we'd just be too angry to say it? It's silly. I don't know. I'm so glad we had a snow day today. I was seriously up WAY too late thinking about stuff... not just JD stuff... work stuff too. And exams... oh lord exams. Not good. Anyway, I'll get going now. Love ya'll, Chao. -Jacq- |
|
| Post A Comment |
|
allisonwonderland | 01-17-06 5:22pm I know we don't talk as much as we did last year...but still, I'm always here for you babe, always. just call me, seriously.
|
softballchic | 01-18-06 5:05pm *hug* |