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| jacqui-chan (profile) wrote, on 1-20-2006 at 10:35pm | |
| Current mood: cranky Music: B-Ball Blitz on FOX Subject: I had a bad day... |
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| Can't he just care? Is it so hard for him to just hold me and make me feel better? Last night all he could really do is say "It's gonna' be okay," but today he could've helped. He could've just come over, or brought me to his house. ANYTHING! All I wanted was a hug and his love. But I got nothing. Even when we said good-bye after school he wasn't paying attention. He just kept talking to Jeremy and ignoring me. I said "I love you" and he didn't even hear me! Then I said "bye" and he still wasn't listening. I was a foot from him and talking loudly, he just didn't care. And now we can't hang out at all, just because of this stupid weather. (and his refusal to go to an f-ing basketball game.) So, when I figured out today was a no-go I asked him to hang out tomorrow. But no, of course not. He's hanging out with Caleb. And we couldn't possibly all do something together. I just love that. When the two of us hang out, Caleb's ALWAYS invited, but when those two hang out I'm shunned. It's so stupid!! I swear, all I wanted was a really big hug from him. That's all I really needed. Instead I get yelled at, argued with, and hung up on. How wonderful is that? Man, what an awesome boyfriend. I told him it'd be nice if he'd at least pretend to care once in a while... he just said he was gonna' go. I let him. I really didn't know what to say after that anyway. I didn't want to talk to him about anything anymore, becuase I was too mad. I still am, but I really do wish he'd call me back and tell me how much he cares, and how sorry he is. But he won't... cuz he's JD... and he thinks he can get away with anything. And he can... because I let him. It's my fault... it's always my fault... | |
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breezeyluvsu | 01-21-06 3:51pm Should I call him and bitch him out??
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breezeyluvsu | 01-21-06 3:52pm haha oh yeah, It's not your fault. Not at all sweetie. He is doin this to you and making you feel.. well like crap. Don't put up with it. Have a serious talk with him, or actually if you really want to get to him... Talk to Mama T. She always sets him straight. Or my mom will do it. Haha.
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