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| coot1120 (profile) wrote, on 1-29-2006 at 6:03pm | |
| Current mood: weird Subject: Old times |
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| Ever since before I can remember, unless I was with him, Jason and I would talk on the phone on Sunday mornings for maybe an hour or two. It was weird for me to not call him last this morning, because I was just laying there, and this is the first ever I didn't reach for the phone and call him. It makes me sad to think about that. I always knew that he would call me if I didn't call him, and even though he would say that he has nothing to talk about, it would be an hour and a half later and he would have talked my ear off. I liked that. But he didn't call me today either. I wish I knew if he wanted to, or if he was even thinking about me. I don't think that I am going to see him when I go home this weekend. At first I did, but now I am not sure that is a good idea. i feel like I am doing an OK job of dealing with this, and I don't know if seeing him will make me feel better or worse. Seeing him this past Sunday was good....seeing him this next Sunday, I'm not so sure. I guess we'll see. But writing about this is making me a little upset, so I'm going to stop and start some homework. | |
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michellestar | 01-29-06 7:30pm Of course he thought about you. But you did the right thing by not giving in to calling him. It's one of those moments where you have a choice and what you do can make you stronger or it can perpetuate the cycle. Take it a day at a time. Don't think about tomorrow, think about today.
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