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| spud (profile) wrote, on 1-30-2006 at 1:06pm | |
| Current mood: thirsty Music: SOAD - steal this album Subject: be you clinging to the precipice of your recumbent apparatus? |
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so... tactile sensation gives way to tremendous guilt gives way to existential musings gives way to insatiable emotional demand. well, she has the kevin approval in a big way. which is totally understandable. she's really cool. i'm afraid of ... well, lots of different things. and being left to my own devices, i feel so misguided. or unguided, rather. which is again, scary. just being alone in the big bad world. and then realizing that i don't kick as much ass as everyone else seems to think i do. but nobody else really kicks much more ass either. i have a hard time coming to grips with that. i'm super-duper tired. but i really do need to do homework and shit. i'm SOOO far behind. it's craziness. and i know kevin was flipping out and kicking himself, but i still maintain that it was a success. hanging out was the objective, and hanging out was accomplished. fuck. semi-productiveness beckons. substantial utilization of quadriceps optimizes bipedal locomotion. |
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| Anonymous | 01-30-06 1:58pm *glares at Chris* I had to cut the poor boy in half last night! Was this supposed to be a set-up from the beginning? Don't get me wrong.. I like Kevin, and I would love to hang out with him more and get to know him better... but I'm not really looking for a romantic/physical relationship right now.. and if I do want one, I usually like to go fairly slowly... I can't just kiss a guy without having feelings for him.. I'd feel like I'd be using him, especially with me being so vulnerable and needy currently. Anyway, I hope I didn't hurt him too badly.. I hope he'll still want to hang out sometime. |
tuwang | 01-31-06 9:27am that it was... I'm only kicking myself for being me and doing things I do... |
Anonymous | Re:, 01-31-06 12:22pm Don't kick yourself. I just take what happened as a compliment. : ) |