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| godessalthena (profile) wrote, on 2-24-2006 at 10:24pm | |
| Current mood: bored Music: Frou Frou - Let Go Subject: many tries... |
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| my first day at Edo went really well. i was ignored for a large part of it, which was fine, i guess... i smiled like hell and i was visited by laurel and that one chick who i think is named danielle or something... which was really nice. and people are so much nicer upstairs than downstairs... but they expect you to just know what to do... which i don't. I'm exhausted... I want to go to bed, but at the same time I don't because there is so much that I want to just get out, but haven't been able to because of my pride or because I was requested not to... And I haven't had a chance... I don't want to sit and be sad forever, but I want to be sad for a little bit without being comforted or anything like that... But I hate love songs. They are my least favourite. I'm glad my friends can distract me so well so I don't dwell on the bad things as much... I forgot it was pay day today... Silly me. So they brought me my check. I was a little late, but that didn't matter because I wasn't in the computer! hah. I hate work because I'm not a slut or something... Whatever. I just hate feeling totally dispensible to everyone around me... I'm like a duck, only good for eating. Maybe I'll go to bed... Maybe I won't... I don't know... I don't know anymore... a lot of me just wants to die. but parts of me want to keep living... i don't want to abandon everyone.... but i don't want to live... whatever. i'm too emo. 'my pants are black... like my soul...' love, helena |
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lala | 02-25-06 3:36pm Dude. We had to go but the movie twas stooopid. Haha. But not painfully so. Couple hilarious parts.
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