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| tonyp. (profile) wrote, on 2-25-2006 at 8:48pm | |
| i hate to bitch and complain soo much but im gona and if your my friend youll listen. i hate this, i feel like a ass hole. i feel like im a horriable person because im mad at my mom. it pisses me off to see how shes acting how shes milking this for all its worth, i feel like it might not be as bad as it really is. everyone is making her think shes completely helpless and is gona die and thats how shes treating it, its like shes giving up and that makes me mad as hell. my car is a piece of shit, i was suppose to be getting a better car when i got ride of my thunderbird insted i got a car with a leaky gas tank and on top of that i get in a god damn accident. i get my hopes up because of chad and getting a job at a shop but nope. once again i think im gona get a job and of course i get let down. not to sound like a depressed emo kid or anything this is just how i feel......i feel like the whole god damn world is out to get me, i need a break. |
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bigty623 | 02-25-06 11:45pm not to piss you of by throwing in my two cents, but here it goes anyways. your mom probably can do alot of stuff that others are doing for her right now. but look at all of the stuff that she has done for others. she has helped many people out, with things that there able to do themselve. but she does it anyways. so why shouldn't the people that she helped out, help her out. it's the right thing to do.
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tonyp. | Re:, 02-26-06 11:39pm no no dont worry about pissing me off and i know she diserves the help from everone its just the way that she physically acts. my mother is a strong person and in the begining of all this i new she was gona tuff it out and now because people say she would be feeling alot worse she is and i think thats kind of like giving up and i hate people who give up. but i complety understand what your saying and mabye i should have worded it better. |
JordanMackenzie7 | 02-26-06 3:01am Just because you're upset doesn't mean that you're a depressed emo kid. I understand what you mean about your mom milking it. But I do kind of agree with Tyler. You just need to suck it up for her benefit for a while, until she's a bit better. And she's gonna get better. BTW... I have like 100 of those pop tabs if you want them? |
tonyp. | Re:, 02-26-06 11:45pm yea i know its just hard for me to see my mother like this i mean i love her with all my heart, but to see her more or less give up on herself is something even harder for me to see, and ontop of everything else i guess all the extra shit has been making it worse. and yea ill get thos pop taps from you sometime. |