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| godessalthena (profile) wrote, on 3-4-2006 at 7:03am | |
| so, in the past three days... my panic/being scared shitless/jumpy attacks have gotten worse... along with my mood swings and my self-worth swings... i'm just a huge wreck. too bad i'm too much of a chicken to end it all and just give up while i'm ahead. i'm really not worth it, even if people say i am. i just don't see it, but maybe my life has only been negatively impacted by me being in it. i guess it would be different for other people... last night i was fine. no one hit on me, i didn't flirt, i just existed in a happy state. jimmy wants me to burn him some n*sync and i said i would. kevin didn't tease me like he normally does and i totally stocked the forks way too much. go passive agression! woo... well, i'm worng, someone did flirt with me but i shut them down. 'because i love you... no..?' love, amleieaiefoaenapegneaowngaoirwga;origarg grr. |
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rorin | 03-04-06 2:55pm You just recently told me to remember that people loved me.
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