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| Jacqui-Chan (profile) wrote, on 3-9-2006 at 8:05pm | |
| Current mood: crushed Subject: What do you do? |
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| What do you do when your still in love with your ex-boyfriend and he likes one of your best friends? What do you do when you just want them both to be happy, but to have that you'd have to suffer? What do you do when he tells you he'd date her if he could? Then what do you do when he hugs you and tells you he's so happy that you can be there for him, because he doesn't feel like he has anyone else. What do you do when every time you see him you want to cry or just kill yourself because you know you'd die to have him back now that he's changed? And what do you do when you can't do anything? Ya' know what I do? I lay awake at night and don't eat a lot during the day. I run and workout at every oppurtunity. I work as much as possible. I stay busy, because when I'm busy I don't have time to close my eyes, or wonder how my heart could possibly still be beating. I never thought it could hurt this much to love someone. I never knew I loved him this much. |
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softballchic | 03-10-06 5:45pm I don't really know what to say to that. Just know that I'm here for ya if you need to talk about anything okay? Be careful not to work too much or anything because I'd hate to see you get hurt/sick or whatever. Luv ya Jekyll.
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