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| godessalthena (profile) wrote, on 3-16-2006 at 5:41am | |
| Current mood: utterly crushed Music: Barenaked Ladies Subject: Jeremiah Henderson, |
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| okay, so i'm incredibly hurt and disgusted with you. you and your high horse, your hypocrisy, your fickle heart. you lied to me. you've always been lying to me... how long before you fell in love again? hm? a day? a week? and here I am, with my bleeding heart, not even dreaming of loving someone again for a while. it's like you drove the knife into my heart and then twisting it and tearing it out. you said you didn't want another girl friend for a long time. you were disgusted with my mere thought of moving on in a week. it's been two fucking weeks and you're fucking in love. how do you think that makes me feel? i never EVER want to see you ever again. period. we are no longer friends, at all. just the thought of you makes me want to slit my throat and vomit all over everything. you're like allan... pathetic. so never talk to me again. don't even try. whatever you say to me will be deleted, ignored, erased. i want you totally out of my life. i couldn't even sleep, this hatred for you is just eating me... Did anything between us mean anything to you? I mean, honestly, I couldn't dream of loving anyone for a long time. Just thinking about how I could make someone happy like I thought I made you happy is strange and alien and scary to me. And there you are, sharing OUR universe with some little girl... I really find it hard to believe that you ever had a place in your heart for me. It was always about you, you, you. You're the only one who exists who matters. I was nothing to you. I realize that now... I'm sorry to burden you and pretend that I ever meant anything more to you than anyone else ever could. I hate you. I hate everything you are right now. I regret ever thinking you could love me. I regret trusting you. I just regret you... You never ever deserved me. 'i'm not o-fucking-kay...' sincerely, Amelia Bergh p.s. i really, honest to god hate you. i really don't know how you could even attempt to justify any of this... i hope you have a wonderful wedding and honeymoon and all that shit. i'm so glad you're happy. oh yea, and if you ever see me again, please bring a knife so you can cut out my heart. i hope you feel like a piece of shit because that's all you are to me. good bye, i hope you have a wonderful life. |
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yamiyugi | 03-16-06 9:33am I warned you when your relationship started... |
lillypad | 03-16-06 9:45am i love you. |
oceanchild | 03-16-06 12:56pm *hugs* |