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| brutisimo (profile) wrote, on 3-20-2006 at 9:37pm | |
| i have been on a little rollercaoster today cuz i am freakin a little (or a lot) about passing my classes and this summer. i talked to ryan today (he called me and it was great...made my day actually) then i started FREAKIN cuz he wants me to go to caddy this summer, and sean is gonna be back there too. and i want to stay here too. i really want to have a slow summer where i dont work every day. I have not had a summer where i didnt work everyday since i was 14. I mean sure camp isnt like an office job or anything, but just being able to decide for my self what to do with each day would be incred. here is what i emailed to chip this afternoon: Chip- i hate how people have to make desicions so far in advance. i am getting pressure from all sides about the summer and it is only march! i want to do everything. ryan is the new camp director and i know i shouldnt be since i knew it was coming, but i am a little upset. i wish i could go back and see where it all got off-track. i had the intent of becoming director since i was a camper. oh well. anyway, i was wondering if you could give me some more info about your prospective camp, i am trying to get all the info on all my options so that i can figure out what my best choice would be. also, i need to know if i need to apply any time soon. actually i dont even know if you were serious and so i guess i need to know if you were joking or not. you are hard to read in person and impossible online. i am stressed and confused his response was: alicia, i'll respond to all your concerns in depth later. In the meantime, relax and take a deep breath. So really, that doesnt help at all. Still, i am glad he sensed my desperation and got right back to me. There are 2 other HUGE factors in the summer equation. 1. I need to meet with an english advisor to see if I fail history this semester (which I am going to) if i can get all of my classes into the 2 semesters or if i will HAVE to stay this summer? 2. I need money more than i can say, so financially, being HO at Camp T would be my best bet, but emotionally that MIGHT be the worst. I almost had a breakdown last year... I am SO confused... |
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michellestar | 03-21-06 12:25am Here's my thing...
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