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| rayray (profile) wrote, on 3-28-2006 at 6:07pm | |
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| I'm on prozac to help my depression. Yet I'm still depressed. I used to be one of those depressed people that ate all the time and slept all the time. But I've changed gears. I barely eat, and I barely sleep. After 5 days he tells me he's not ready to give up. That he misses me. And he actually wants to talk. I really want to be with him. I love him more than anything. I've taken all perspectives into consideration. I need to do what makes me happy. What I think would be best. The thing is, I can't picture my life without him, again. I was ready to give up, to let go. I was doing fine, until he told me he missed me. One thing that has stuck in my mind this entire time, after all the lies and whatnot, is that he didn't turn on me when I cheated on him. He gave me another chance. Even though he didn't fully trust me. He was still right there by my side. So why can't I do the same for him? Yeah yeah yeah, Just because I cheated on him, it doesn't give him the right to do it to me. I'm not writing this post to tell you all that I'd get back together with him. I'm writing this post to inform all of you that I have taken all of your opinions into consideration. I thank everyone for their advice. But now its up to him and I. We have a lot of things to talk about. And after we talk, thats when I will make my decisions. I have a lot of unanswered questions. |
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AcidTears | 03-29-06 3:27pm Well hopefully you'll get things sorted out without me having to call him again :] Did he ever say anything to you about that, er no?
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rayray | Re:, 03-29-06 3:32pm No he never did.
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