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Freaky (profile) wrote,
on 3-29-2006 at 11:14am
Slowly but surely it's comming to an end. What end it is I don't know but it doesn't matter. I just want it to end aswell no matter how it ends. Guilt is a very very very powerfull weapon. I hope no one is ever mean enough to actually use it. I was so stupid enough to use it against myself. Well....it is my fault afterall. For everything that has happend to anyone at these times is my fault.
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Anonymous

04-27-06 10:45am

don't know much about guilt, but i do know that if you don't talk to me i'm gonna go crazy(ier). u talk and talk about suicide and then don't talk to me for two weeks....andre you're fucking mad.

i realize that you are lucky enough to not have to care about others, besides gaby i guess, but i trust too much and i do love and i do care about you for some weird reason so let me know that u are alive....or i will have to come over there. :P

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Freaky

Re:, 04-27-06 12:33pm

I can talk to you....suicide is scary =.= i dont think i can ever do it...bah.....maybe someday ill just do it...i mean bleh...everythings gone wrong...take three guesses....bleh...
ah well....i talked to you now right? dont worry

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Anonymous

Re: Re:, 05-01-06 12:46pm

bout fucking time. jk :P

lol that's so weird cuz I'm exactly the same way. i had a really bad weekend and i found myself thinking about doing it more seriously than I ever have. but i am too scared. dunno if i'm scared of what it will feel like or the actual death part or what...but i'm scared. ugh...life sucks...death sucks..GRRR

okay yeah anyway...ummm...i'm glad to know you are okay and everything and ....yeah....love u forever...sorry about........stuff.

good luck,
dani

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