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| chelthesmell (profile) wrote, on 3-30-2006 at 9:46pm | |
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| so today was uneventful. i wanted to leave all day long cause i was soo tired and i didnt feel good. but yeah...mindy is leaving tomorrow...=( i dont know what to do with my weekend now. everyone else (my school) is going to my friend joel's birthday party but i dont really want to go cause his dad makes me feel uncomfortable. makes me feel like i'm going to hell and i dont like that feeling. so yeah...i probably wont be going to that one. so yeah...anyone want to hang out, give me a call or something i suppose and if not...oh well i suppose. i need to go golfing soon... *sigh* night.... |
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keltoesx | 03-30-06 10:02pm Yeah, I have plenty of people in my life that make me feel like I'm going to Hell. It sucks. |
chelthesmell | Re:, 03-30-06 10:05pm yeah i hate those people. this guy is like a minister or something and he's always asking me why i dont come to their youth group and what i believe in and whatnot and i really just get sick of it. i hate people pressuring me to believe in something. i'm not saying anything is wrong or right. i just dont know what i believe in yet or if i have anything to believe in. i dont know...people can go fuck off that's what i say.. |
keltoesx | Re: Re:, 03-30-06 10:10pm Hell yeah they can fuck off. Sometimes I go to church with my friend and everyone there knows me and I feel like I can't be myself because I swear aaaaaaaaallllll the time and I smoke pot and Im not proud of it but I don't think I'm going to Hell for it considering it's not hurting anyone else...but anyways, they always ask me why I don't go there that much and I dont go because I don't even know if I believe in god or not and I feel like such a hypocrit for going. I honestly feel like I'm going to burst into flames when I step foot into a church. And I never felt that way until like a couple months ago when this old guy that goes there found out that I smoke pot and he heard me say shit once and he came up to me and was like "you should really turn your life around because I know god doesnt want to send you to hell but at this rate, thats where youre going to end up" and I was just baffled that he said that to my face. But anyways, I know where youre coming from. |
chelthesmell | Re: Re: Re:, 03-30-06 10:14pm that's insane! i would have drop kicked his ass! but yeah...it's good to know that someone does. and i know how you feel about feeling like you're going to burst into flames sorta deal. all my friends at my school are the christian kids. they are alot of fun on the right subjects but alot of them are just so stuck in their own little boxes i cant talk to them about that kinda stuff and they all just think i'm a big whore and just a bad person because i drink every now and then and i curse like sailor. but yeah...my friend lauren moved here this year and she believes in Buddah so that kinda takes the heat off me i guess...lol |
keltoesx | Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-30-06 10:20pm I know exactly what you're talking about with people being in their own little boxes. I have this friend Summer who's totally and completely against gay people and no matter how many times to you try to talk to her about it, she's just set in her ways that gay people are horrible and that they're going to hell. Which really bothers me because why does it matter if theyre gay or not as long as theyre happy and no one's getting hurt. Man, I could not be friends with people that think I'm a bad person... |
moomoo | 03-30-06 10:41pm I'm going to miss you 2. |
chelthesmell | Re:, 03-31-06 5:16pm you better....bitch! |