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| chelthesmell (profile) wrote, on 4-10-2006 at 6:39pm | ||
| Current mood: crappy... Music: Ready, Aim, Misfire - New Years Day Subject: Somedays you just need to take off... |
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Lately I feel like I am wasting time with everything... I really want a relationship. I miss the feeling I had when I was happy, truely happy. I want that feeling to come back. I want to smile again and mean it. But everytime I try to get into something and I try to be happy again, things get fucked up and I'm left alone and depressed. I hate this. I cant wait until high school is over and I can go find new people, see new things. I'm sick of the same old shit over and over again. I'm sick of getting my heart stomped on by the same people, well the same kind of people. I miss when things were awesome and noone could get me down no matter what. I dont think anyone really realizes how much I've changed over the past few years. I use to not let anything get to me, now it seems like the littlest things will ruin my day. I try not to let it show the slightest bit, but I dont know if I am doing such a good job at that or not. And just to note:: I'm not one to forgive easily, I hold grudges, I'm not sympathetic, and right now I hate you... "Shoot my cupid out of the sky. Break off his wings, and goudge out his eyes. And thank him for nothing, cause that's all that he gave to me. Your love is my heart desease..." |
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eddy | 04-10-06 10:30pm I'm with you on that one Chelsea. I feel like I haven't been Truely happy in quite some time. But you guys (My friends) Help me a ton =) And you know you'll always have us to fall back on when you need us. We're here for you and anything you need, we'll do it.
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