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chuckitatthewall (profile) wrote,
on 4-10-2006 at 7:35pm
I'm sad.
This weekend I was sick. I was stuck inside for 5 straight days. Mary went to Vegas and Maureen and Michelle were both at school. I never see Monica so she is out of the picture. I was home all by myself with mom and dad. It was so incredibly lonely and boring. It made me realize just how important my fucked up family is to me. i love them so much. Just sitting on the couch alone made me realize that if they were there at that moment I'd have someone to sit with and talk to when I couldnt move. Thats what family is about. I love them. Michelle was the only one tehre for me. She called me a lot and I talked to her for a couple of hours. That was so nice. I was so incredibly thankful.. I love my sisters. Mary is going to move out this summer and I'm dreading it. What will I do? Things are gonna be so boring at night. When I come home from school I like knowing I can talk to her when I need to. I feel like crying just thinking about. What if she doesnt visit very often? We hang out together..will we still do that once shes gone? I'm gonna have to find a lot of activities to get involved in to keep myself busy.. I'll miss her a lot. In my family it feels like if you move out then you stop beign a member of the family. Thats how it was with Monica. I dont want that again. I love my sisters.
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loupgarou

04-17-06 10:01pm

She's moving out?! Does that mean that basically you will be the only one living at home all the time? That is lonely indeed, man. Well I hope Mary visits a lot. You guys seem to get along really well. Plus I like her because she's nice and friendly and shtuff.

PS: Just thought I should let you know that "Easter Parade" was on TCM last night, and I watched what I could of it. It was so cute dude! I wish I could have seen the whole thing. Also, I wanted to thank you for showing me Pride and Prejudice, of which I am going through a phase of obsession about. I don't think I would have watched it at all if you hadn't decided to show it to Louise and I. Yay! Hope your vacation is going alright. Bye bye!

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chuckitatthewall

Re:, 04-19-06 11:42pm

Yea..I'll be the only living at home. I guess it wont be so bad. I talked about it with my counselor and she is going to help so that will be nice.

I'm so happy you watched Easter Parade. Its such an awesome movie. Someday I'll make you watch the entire thing.

And what is this about Pride and Prejudice?? I thought you were already obsessed with Louise and I. But I'm also very happy about that. Mrs. Darcy..Mrs. Darcy...Mrs.Darcy.......

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loupgarou

Re: Re:, 04-20-06 2:36am

Yeah, I was obsessed with Pride and Prejudice after I saw it, or at least I really liked it a lot. But it's one of those things where the more I watch it the more I love it. It's one of those things where things outside of the movie begin reminding you of events that happened in the movie or something. Does that make sense or sound kinda creepy? Aw dud I love it so much.

And yes indeed, you must make me watch all of Easter Parade. I liked it when she got all frustrated with him and said, "Tell me what color my eyes are. I bet you don't even know blah blah blah' and then he kissed her. So cute! Old movies are nice. I'm beginning to notice I really like the nice little romancey stories compared to the dirty "I want to have sex with you" movies. Not that they bothered me before or that I liked the sex movies before, it's just that the nice cute ones are so different from what we see today. And the icky ones are very in your face and don't really leave much else to the relationship. Oh well. Sorry I went off on a rambling!

And I am off, complete with unedited comment! Yay!

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