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godessalthena (profile) wrote,
on 4-15-2006 at 7:44am
Music: Hellogoodbye - Bonnie Taylor Shakedown
Subject: why can't you lie close to me?
i hate those pangs of sadness. that sudden overwhelming feeling of sad and dread. it makes me want to just go die. what's worse is the feeling of guilt afterwards or during.

but it'll be okay. i think i'm just lonely. i hate being lonely, but i don't really want to be with anyone either. i want some lovin's right now. that's what i want and need.

i have something to be said inside me... but i don't know what it is or how to say it.

i want to write a story.

i want some inspiration.

'say what you mean to me...'

love,
amelia
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rorin

04-15-06 11:38am

Inspiration is a hard thing to come by. I wish I had more and more of it each day. It makes me upset because I really want to draw something beautiful right now. I want to be an amazing artist but... I don't know how to be. :(

Oh damn.

And I know that guilty feeling. I have it every time I touch Ryan. Which makes me upset. My parents did not handle me being with Ryan well and that is why...

Oh damn. (some more)

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