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| xjayk (profile) wrote, on 4-15-2006 at 10:35pm | |
| Current mood: mellow |
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| I can recall countless times starring into the reflective object placed in almost a mocking way in front of me. Matters not how long I look in, it could be a split second when raised the question what is that? What significance does it have? Is it me, or is it a figure one creates that portrays who or what one is supposed to be considering what the impression of the person in the mindset of one who’s looking. I thought I knew but perhaps I’m only beginning to get a glimpse of what I am, what the creature in the mirror is. I cannot understand what is running through my mind at times to bring such negativity at one point then at another time so careless. The mirror is neither friend nor fiend, but when I look I see something new every time. Part of the learning process perhaps. Also it leaves me to ponder if anyone else experiences this lack of knowledge of ones self. Is the answer eluding me, or am I eluding the answer I’m looking for? I want the answer to who I am. How can I tell though? I can see who I want to be, but is it the mirror that is showing me just how far I still have to go to reach the point in my life I want to exceed in? Perhaps I think too much on simple things. Now that I’ve raised these questions I believe it’s time I start searching. I see what I want to be only through your eyes but getting to stay there permanently. Without needing you there and having me as my only support. That’s what I need, to find myself without anyone telling me what I should be looking for or what I should do, I need to find it on my own. |
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TornPrince | 04-18-06 11:36am Finding yourself is the hardest but most rewarding thing ever. Don't let anyone stop you. |