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| chelthesmell (profile) wrote, on 4-18-2006 at 9:45pm | |
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| Soyer Reed is the baby's name. Like Tom Soyer from Tom and Huck. At first it reminded me of Forest Gump but then I was like "No,no, no...Mark Twain..." lol. yup, he's the cutest thing sense sliced bread...aww... At first I was confused, then I was hopefull, then I was hurt, then I was pissed with a passion, and now...I really dont feel anything...it's like nothing really matters anymore. It's kinda a weird feeling that nothing is...I dont know. All these emotions came in about a week and a halfs worth of time too. I think I like the feeling of nothing better than all the other ones. I'm just going to go with the flow for now on. And yes, I know I've said this before time and time again, but this time I'm more than serious. I'm just not going to try ever again. If anyone wants anything to happen, they're doing all the work because I could really careless now. This was kinda my breaking point I guess. And you'd really think Mike would have been the breaking point, but then I just let things go too far with people and I'm left alone in the end and I really don't like that feeling of lonelyness...it really sucks way too much. But yes...in conclusion:: Realationships are too much to deal with for me lately. I'm not going to try. I'm sick of all the stress and hurt I get in the end from it all. If there is someone out there that is actually interested in ME...like my personality and thinks I'm cool, and wants to hang out with me more than they want to do me...you know, that's awesome. We'll talk I guess...I'm not promising anything because I'm not even going to try, like I said before, I'm done with doing everything I can to make things work, I want someone to break their back for me for once... |
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valoth | 04-18-06 10:44pm You've got me n mindy, if that helps.... :s
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chelthesmell | Re:, 04-19-06 4:37pm It helps a butt load...! |
moomoo | 04-18-06 10:59pm You Will always have me. I love you chelsea. Some day you will meet a super nice guy that will be just as crazy about you as I am. |
chelthesmell | Re:, 04-19-06 4:37pm That seems sorta impossible because you're super crazy for me but I'd like to hope you're right. And I'm glad you'll always be here for me cause I love you and if you left...I'd miss you a whole lot! |