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| robbingnovember (profile) wrote, on 4-23-2006 at 3:55pm | |
| Subject: I don't want to be lonely for the rest of my days on the earth |
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| I feel so very unsatisfied right now. It just hit me like a wave. I just intend to listen to perfect situation by weezer over and over. I don't know how I relate I just do. No more being on the prowl. I want a relationship. I want someone to kiss my forehead and hold my hand and smile all the time when he sees me. Also I have to write a paper due tomorrow but I just can't because I am a procrastermaster and I am lazy and I feel strangely sad. I talked a little to max today. It sucks. I wish I would stop being attached to him. And what is worse is i like ethan but I never get to see him. I have to pretend like I am strong but I am not really at all. I just want to be held. for a really long time. stupid max using me for my detergent (thea put that thought into my head) Why am I so awkward with him. so obviously into him. oh well. It just wasn't our time I guess. external locus of death. I just want something real to hold onto. and I want to not be writing this paper, because come on. no more hook ups. I want love more tangible. sigh sigh sigh. I just feel so inwardly sad. a pain I can't explain. I just want to cry for no reason. |
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| Anonymous | 05-02-06 11:16pm let's do things that make us happy together this summer. i really miss you.
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