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triple (profile) wrote,
on 5-5-2006 at 8:10pm
Why does my world have to crash? I mean jesus christ haven't I been through enough? I might as well be a fucking jew, Hell I'd rather go threw the Holocost as your run-of-the-mill Jew. Dads dead, lacking Friends, lieng females,bad female boinking choices, Family bullshit, religon fucking me in the ass, and Biological grand partent issues >.> and the worse, my mouth and anger, seperate, there harmless, but together, they're bad news >.>

I don't even have a clue were to begin, not one, Should I start with my "Friends" that lie to me or only call me when they know I'm pissed? or only come over when it involves me spending money? Like how They say that they were working from 9am-8pm but really wern't, and how they were at my house while everyone was gone, at work? (Kinda angers me)
or how I get snapped at for smartassing around, my brain says forget about it, but my heart says, I'm hurt so everything now, must hurt,

I'm not even touching the dad subject, not even with a fucking 100ft pole,

Girls? "I don't even hang out with her anymore..." not so much the truth. But I'm not going to say anymore, just becuase I don't have the will to fight so many battles at once...

Called My Grandma today, after I got called at work, to find out what the hell happened, about peoples being at my house while I was at work, Grandpa picked up...oh man...If I had a gun...I prolly wouldn't be typing this <.<

Brentons sister has been nothing short of a total bitch, which again, make me orny, chances are 10-to-1 if I would have never done anything, this wouldn't be happening. none of the current bs drama shit would.

The Catholic Church is useless, "If somebody kills themself, that in a sense is "murder" and that is a mortal sin, which means most likey they will go to hell" hearing that straight from the mouth of a priest (no he didn't touch me, fyi for all you sickos) after listening to him preach on about gods forgiveness...My will to live after that? 2%

My Bio-Grandpa, Roger McClurg wants to meet the sin-spawn that is me, for the 1st time, on the 29th, Memorial Day, Irony at its' finest, hes' only seen me twice in my life time, 1 when I was a baby, and 2 when I was the ring bearer at my Uncles(My 2nd uncle jim, my dad dads brother not scott but you all knew that ) wedding, when I was 8,

Suicide seems so like the logical choice, but in the long run, it's not worth it, What kinda person would I be to put my mom, both sets of grand parents, and all my Uncles and Aunts threw that shit, again, they delt with it once, and that ripped everybody a new one, but I have a tiny brain between my ears

So whatever...

To all the people I've hurt,ignored, disrespected, made fun of, didn't give two shits about and was down right nasty to ,

I'm Sorry

I understand now, honestly, I do
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b-wizzel

05-06-06 10:36am

Craig me and u......done.... no more but dont get pissed its ok really it is

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b-wizzel

Re:, 05-06-06 10:37am

oh yeah prove to me and the rest of the world that I was not here at work??

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b-wizzel

Re: Re:, 05-06-06 11:10am

Ok that dont sound right maybe we just should not hang out for a while till u can chill out.... hang out with your old friends dude its ok


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Triple

Re: Re: Re:, 05-06-06 12:34pm

I am "chilled" out, but I like your 1st Idea best, I want my stuffs
I'm not comming down to alpine, I don't wanta get jumped, just bring it all down to cedar and we'll be done

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Triple

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-06-06 12:44pm

Quote Gma Colette:

"ya, I saw Brentons car at your house at quarter to 11 today, what was he doing there?"

You also passed her on 18 mile when you pulled out, She was in JDs Green Dodge pick-up, with the plow lights on the front,

Now, I know you got my AIM messages, and I'm serious, I'll do what nextel said, to do, I don't want to but don't force me to, we can end this real clean like. Phone, TV, and the little grey internet router I left when I moved out, (It was close to zullas computer last time I knew) and my game boy games (the 2 final fantasys)

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b-wizzel

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-06-06 1:12pm

dude you can knock the strong guy shit off dude really COME ON no one is going to fight! ok ill bring the phone and you can get it...its all good im not bringing that other shit you come find it yourself cause really I have no clue where it would be but it has to be there some where so yeah I passed no one but people on alpine to WORK at 8:45 so its over my head what aim messages I have got none it a long time

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Triple

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-06-06 1:24pm

I don't have a tuff guy act, I don't wanta walk into a apartment, have the door shut and locked and get beaten, becuase legally, that can happen,

Why would my grandma lie about you being at the house? she doesn't know you have the phone so she has no reason so even lie, She described your car, yellow focus, yellow lettering, big white sticker on the back, those where he exact words. You don't gotta lie or front or whatever, just tell me why where you at my house?

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moomoo

05-06-06 1:03pm

Dont ever committ suicide craig, there is always someones that cares.

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Triple

Re:, 05-06-06 1:19pm

*Points to the post*

I pretty much said I'd never ever do that

=P

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b-wizzel

Re: Re:, 05-06-06 1:38pm

ok i was working there I TOLD U and dude really no one is going to do any beating...oh use aim i cant keep coming to the comp. if u want or at like 5 or whatever come get ur phone

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Triple

Re: Re: Re:, 05-06-06 1:40pm

*rolls eyes*
YOU WERE NOT AT WORK, WHAT WHERE YOU DOING AT MY GOD DAMMNED HOME?

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Triple

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-06-06 1:43pm

I'm sick of the games, bring the phone and the TV over after work, or the cops get involved game set and match.

All I wanted was the truth, and you can even fucking tell me WHY, what did you take, what where you doing? I know you where hear quit beating arounf the bush

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b-wizzel

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-06-06 1:45pm

I cant belive this is going on what happen to best friend the tat which aint going anywhere and being frinds dude??? this blows

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b-wizzel

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-06-06 1:48pm

ah dont worry Ill bring ur tv and phizone

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b-wizzel

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-06-06 2:32pm

so ah is that ok 4 huh tell me!!

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