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| brad (profile) wrote, on 2-20-2003 at 8:16am | |
| Current mood: shitty Music: Blink 182- the girl next door Subject: sick as hell |
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| well, i havent updated this in a while. i feel so shitty, i had to stay home yesterday because i was so sick, i dont really feel much better today but i didnt want to stay home again, well i did i just didnt want to miss out on assignments and fail or anything. life sucks. its amazing how much everything has changed in like 4 or 5 months, back then everything was great, i had alot of friends and everyone got along. life was great and there was nothing to worry about. at least i still have friends, i would have to say jay and kevin are my 2 best friends, i talk to them more than anyone else, at least they dont hate me like everyone else. i still wonder what went wrong, how did all this start up, i think it was because of the freshman this year, the girls. see if you think about it, if none of the freshman girls were around i think none of this would of ever happened.not that im saying its all their fault but yeah. i dont regret anything i did with tasha but ijust wish things could have turned out better. if i wouldnt have gone to tashas that one night we would still be able to talk and she wouldnt hate me like she does which i dont see why she does but im sure its from everyone telling her a bunch of shit. i just want to forget about everything. im glad chris is back, it'll be nice to have another friend to talk to, i also think its funny that i heard james was moving because he doesnt want to deal with chris, i think hes just affraid of getting the shit kicked out of him or something, now poor james cant flirt with connie. now i can see chris with connie instead of james all over her. not that any of this is my business it just bothers me when i hear about chris being pissed because of james. im here to help chris out all the way. anywho ive been so bored at home, i changed my room around again, im finally gonna get a ps2 sometime this week for my birthday, i was thinking about asking for a new guitar but ill just wait till this summer when im working. im so happy for myself ive read my first book on my own, it was the hobbit, it was a good book, the end was kinda sad. now ill have to read more, ill get a differant lord of the rings book from jay. i wanna buy some of these books, reading makes you smarter. but yeah i guess ill get going now, i dont have too much to say now. so yeah see ya'll. Brad |
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rayray | 02-20-03 8:47am Hey, I hope you start to feel better. I stayed home today bc i feel like shit. And you have more friends than Jay and Kevin.. Member all the ones you listed on the phone the other nite?? There was quite a few. And do you mean it was just bc of the freshman girls, or am i in there but slowly revealed? A lot of the stuff that has gone on between you guys, is my fault. And right now, i feel like it would have been better if none of you had even met me. I mean if ya think about it, a lot of this wouldnt have happened. But im glad that Justin introduced me to ALL of you guys. I became very good friends with all of you, well cept for tony bc we never talk. yeah.. im just gonna go becuz im out words. And remember that im always here if you need to talk about anything. dont be afraid. i know i live in belding and all. but yeah.
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tuwang | 02-20-03 8:34pm I know exactly how you feel buddy. |