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| Freaky (profile) wrote, on 5-14-2008 at 10:14pm | |
| I've sinned, and it's not just the feeling of guilt. I can just feel it in my whole body. I can feel it that I will end up in hell for this... Gaby --> Petra --> Gaby... what the fuck happend... Every man has its boundries...its limits. I don't think I can take much more untill I give up everything. What's the use. Love really isn't worth it. It's better to have a really good friend then anything else. Sex sucks... Love sucks... Friendship is the best. Consider yourself lucky if you have a GOOD friend...not just some friend... She was happy when I was with her, I had the power to just make her happy and put a smile on her face. But I just blew it all in trying to make someone else happy aswell. And then hearts shatter. One person? I can't escape this hell, So many times I've tried, But I'm still caged inside, Somebody get me through this nightmare, I can't control myself. So what if you can see The darkest side of me No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I can't escape myself, I cant escape myself So many times I've lied, so many times I've lied But there's still rage inside, Somebody get me through this nightmare, I can't control myself. So what if you can see, The darkest side of me, No one will ever change this animal I have become. Help me believe it's not the real me. Somebody help me tame this animal I have become. Help me believe it's not the real me, Somebody help me tame this animal. Somebody help me through this nightmare, I can't control myself. Somebody wake me from this nightmare, I can't escape this hell. So what if you can see, The darkest side of me, No one will ever change this animal I have become. Help me believe it's not the real me. Somebody help me tame this animal I have become. Help me believe it's not the real me, Somebody help me tame this animal. This animal I have become. |
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| Anonymous | 06-08-06 4:57pm wow...this seems weird cuz you were/are(?) so devoted to gaby. when i met you i thought it was sweet...but i know how relationships work..well okay i don't but...anyways, i didn't think it would last. but then going through my shit i began to realize how awesome it was that you were able to be so devoted to her. that you guys actually cared, actually wanted to be with each other. now i don't know what to think. perhaps true love is only for fairy tale books. my parents are thinking about getting divorced, and they have been together forever....
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