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| runningfreak (profile) wrote, on 5-23-2006 at 10:10pm | |
| Current mood: Nervous Subject: I like to ramble about nothing... |
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Thoughts are like clouds that casually drift on by. They dont stay very long because they are only thoughts. I have alot of thoughts and for the life of me I dont know what to do with alot of them. Many I keep to meself and never tell a soul. Others I share with my close friends and others I simply share with everybody. But my question is why do I have so many that I cant say to anybody. The things that go through my head is amazing. Alot of times I can organize them but right now I cant. They are good thoughts but I am afraid that if I mention my thoughts to anybody then the thoughts will disappear or turn sour. I am very content right now but I have so many things floating through my head that I dont know what to do about them. I hear songs or CDs that remind me of certain people and of the good times back then. And then I have a sudden rush of wondering of what might of happened if I had done it differently. Or maybe even simply said what was on my mind at the time. Or maybe just let time pass and see what happened. But most of the time things turned sour because I had something that was repeated and I got screwed over which was really my fault anyway because I took the chance to say it and it was fair game to be repeated. I have been pretty stupid on certain things in the last 2 years and some of it I regret but it is nothing I can change. If I could do it over again I would think things through more clearly before I had acted. I think to much and I do believe whole heartedly that that is my problem. Maybe if I just let things happen as they would, without my thoughts, then I might be better off. But sometimes thoughts are good. Just not the ones I think though. I guess. Conclusion: Thoughts can be good when the situation is becoming bad but when you have a good thing going just dont think and everything will work out. I am sure of it. |
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shea | 05-23-06 11:27pm WOW... We must be best friends because that was exactly what my mind was like just before I read that. I LOVE YOU! -Shannon
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