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| godessalthena (profile) wrote, on 5-27-2006 at 10:01pm | |
| seeing you made me nervous, made me shake, made me tremble, made my heart hurt, made my hands sweat, made my head want to run into a wall... made me want to die and to cry and to hide... panic attacks. because i really don't think it's possible to get over you. my feet hurt. and i still feel like crying. i don't really understand why because i'm not sad. i'm confused and frustrated. tomorrow i work from eleven to seven. after work i get to hang out with my new friends and kirkery. i'm really excited. i hope they show up. and then on monday i get the whole day to myself. finally, a break from both work and school. but that was hard. an di wanted to touch you and hug you, but i wanted to run away and kill myself. i didn't want to exist... gah. well.......... yeah. i want to be gone. away... happy. 'if love is surrender... then who's war is it anyway..?' love, amelia |
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Namu | 05-28-06 1:37am well, I'm gonna be hanging out with brooke again tomorrow for a little bit, so if you're up to it, we should communicate somewhat.
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