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.j.e.s.s. (profile) wrote,
on 6-6-2006 at 10:19am
God I dont' know what to do anymore.

I seriuosly can't handle living two hours away from Roman anymore. I can't handle not having the best friend I used to and her acting like it doesn't even fucking matter. I can't handle having this stupid open house that I haven't even prepared for AT ALL and I can't fucking handle Rosie's anymore because here's how my schedule goes...

I get my schedule 2 weeks ahead of tiem from Menards, then I take my schedule into Rosie's and the days I don't work at Menards I tell Rosie's that those are the days I can work and so unless Rosie's doesn't schedule me on the one or two days I can work for that week, then I work at Rosies. Which leaves me with like no time off at all unless I ask it off and a full plate and feeling tired and like nothing is getting done. Yeah it's good money but I am feeling so drained. I feel like I never want to go out and do anything because then I'll be too tired the next day at WORK.

Also, roman and i have tried to pick out a day that we both get off so we can see each other. It was tuesday but then when menards doesn't schedule me on tuesday, i've been asking to work at rosie's so guess what, I have been working on tuesday leaving no day for us. and yes, we need an entire day because goign to see each other requires four hours of driving. and when we see each other once every other week or so then we need to take advantage of the small amount of time we have so shut up!

and rosie's always makes me feel like they don't want me there anymoer because i can only work a few hours. I am really close to quitting because it's so pointless. they just make me feel like crap and keep hiring people so i feel like they are slowly pushing me out. ....ugh whatever i'm not going to get into it. the farm will be starting soon so i'll have that job again too. i guess i'm just prety sure i'm goign to quit rosies.

So far this summer and even before summer started there hasn't been a day at rosies that i've worked and havent felt like shit ... i'm not gonna get into it but it's completely true. and yeah, i can't really take that anymore.

bye.

oh but wait. i get to work at rosie's tonight at 3. yesterday omg, i worked at menards from 12:30 to 10:30 because the stupid hardware department made us help them with stock when every single night the cashiers have to stay the latest anyway doing returns and they get to leave!!! next time i'll be like hey bitches we helpecd you, you help us. but no, they'll just leave early like always. big suprise.
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spud

06-06-06 12:04pm

won't the hours look good on your paycheck though?

and if you're getting enough time and money from menards, then yeah, fuck rosie's.

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.j.e.s.s.

Re:, 06-06-06 1:44pm

yeah ithink i'll just see how it goes tonight and then try to decide.

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jedibumblebee

06-06-06 6:18pm

Dude, when I was a cashier, we had to count down our own drawers and run our own checks and we were ALWAYS there until at least 11. We were lucky if we got out at 10:30...in fact I really don't remember it EVER happening. So consider yourself lucky!

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.j.e.s.s.

Re:, 06-08-06 11:36pm

wow that sucks big time.

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jes

06-06-06 8:32pm

Makes it hard to care when you are questioned and critized everytime you turn around.

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.j.e.s.s.

Re:, 06-08-06 11:22pm

questioned and critisized? what the heck does that even mean? when do i question you or critisize you? that doesn't even make sense.

i couldnt even believe the way you blew me off at your open house. whatever i'm not even goign to get into it but your comment still makes absolutely no sense.

i can't believe you dont even give a fuck. i dont know what you're trying to do. besides totally lose our friendship

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jes

Re: Re:, 06-09-06 3:47am

The way I blew you off at my open house? Give me a break Jess. Sorry that the open house was OVER and that we had to leave because we told people we'd be at their bonfire/open house. How terriable of me.

Losing a friendship, a friendship isn't something YOU return to and leave from whenever it's convient for you. You mine as well stop trying to make me feel bad, because I don't. Because I've just realized nothing pleases you, so I'm not even going to try. I have a life to live too, and if you're going to act the way you have been, and continue too treating me as if I'm seven, and I'm the biggest jerk alive because I have a life that doesn't conviently fit into your schedule, then I think you're the one with the problem, not myself. Because as far as I can see, I was trying, but whatever. I'm done.

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