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godessalthena (profile) wrote,
on 6-6-2006 at 4:28pm
i wish... i don't know... i wish i was moving away right now. i wish there was somewhere i could go where i was accepted and loved for who i am.. i wish there was a place where i was never a disappointment... a place where i could be happy everyday... i wish i didn't ruin people's lives...

i wish i could just be and be happy while doing it.




i'm going to work today. i'm seriously considering working at wetzel's and edo this summer. it would suck hardcore ass, but hey, i'd make extra money and all that good stuff... i mean, full time and a supplemental part time. i was thinking like... forty hours upstairs and then twenty or so down and that would make sixty hours at seven-sixty-three and hour... four-hundred-fifty-seven. that's pretty good. and that's in one eor two weeks..? yeah. but what about my social life? who cares, as long as my parents don't think i'm selfish.
but that isn't to say they are all for my two-job idea. i bet they think it's silly. but they won't say so and i don't know.

so whatever.

i'm a bitch to myself and i am so mad at my sister.

'i hate you, fuck you, leave me alone...'

love,
amelia
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Namu

06-07-06 12:04am

que paso?

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godessalthena

Re:, 06-07-06 12:47am

she betrayed me. like brooke, only different people.

maybe it's god's way of showing he exists.

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Namu

Re: Re:, 06-07-06 10:47am

o, got it

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