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rina (profile) wrote,
on 6-8-2006 at 1:55am
Current mood: calm
Music: gavottes i & ii - hagi, feat. furukawa nobuo
Subject: and the seasons went rolling into summer
i feel like there's this endless amount of hours i keep filling up with nothing. i'm already sick of the summer work for next year and i'm aching to get out of this place.

a few days ago i had this incredibly vivid dream where one of my bottom teeth cracked and fell apart. i put the pieces in my hand and was distressed about it. when i went to show my mother my misfortune, she replied that there wasn't really anything she could do about it, and that i should've gone to the dentist straight away.

i was clearly upset with her reasoning and began arguing over ridiculous things, most of them i have a hard time remembering.
it was really frustrating, the entire dream, and when i woke up i was left with this kind of festering anger, like when you fight with someone right before you go to sleep.

except in the middle of the day, after i woke up, i was eating cereal and realized that i did in fact have all of my teeth.
the thought of missing my tooth just carried over into my actual life and i just kind of.. accepted it.

i'm having a hard time sleeping, again, which is entirely aggravating since i'm not under huge amounts of stress at all. i wake up, read a bit, do some photoshop, and clean up around the house.


also, congratulations planet! you survived 6-6-06.
i didn't think anything would happen, but apparently a lot of people thought satan was going to eat their children.
good lord.
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michellestar

06-08-06 7:33am

I've had weird dreams about losing my teeth too. I remember this one where I (somehow) kept chewing on my teeth...yeah, it doesn't make sense but it was disgusting and very disturbing. I'm not sure what they mean.

That whole 666 thing made me wanna punch someone in the ovaries.

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