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| godessalthena (profile) wrote, on 6-9-2006 at 8:35pm | |
| Current mood: bored |
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| oh my god i'm so fucking bored right now... i'm so lonely and stuff. i think that's only because i'm being a girl. being a girl sucks. i miss you so much. i get to go to the senior all nighter. yay. i graduate tomorrow. i'm a little nervous, but not really. things aren't really important anymore. i am just trying to live again. i sort of feel ridiculous. i really don't want it to be like this. i feel sick. i ate way too much. i didn't really want to eat at all. i don't really feel like existing anymore. but at the same time i want to start a new life. i want to be happy. i want to be happy and with him... what the fuck happened..? honestly, i thought you'd want to help. but you just ran away because you were scared. i'm not mad. just very, very confused. and very very hurt. and super lonely. i need a friend right now. i'm exhausted. and you probably won't read this. or care if you do. 'when the world was younger and you had everything to lose...' love, abandoned |
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namu | 06-10-06 1:33am I'll be your friend, if you decide to grasp my outreaching hand |