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Freaky (profile) wrote,
on 6-13-2006 at 9:54pm
Music: Rammstein - Te Quiero Puta
Im growing fatter....yay...gained like 4 kgs and it shows on my body. Hate it. The hair cut bitch cut my hair too short and everyone is mentioning I'm gonna be bald when I grow older. THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT ASSHOLES!
There's just never a happy ending in anything. I do everything wrong don't I? I almost wouldn't give a fuck anymore.
"Just think everything will be alright and it will." Bull....shit.... how can anyone tell me that? Do they know the rules in life and what is gonna happen in the future, do they control what is gonna happen? I've been sure about something that everything was gonna be better and I really believed in it. Still it ended so bad... why should I believe now that it's gonna be alright???

I just don't get it how people can actually be happy. Maybe it's just cause they do not know what's going on. I do. I know that people can't be happy if they knew about other people. And if they still could be happy then... how can they ignore it.

I don't think I even wanna be happy anymore. I mean what's the difference in it anyway. Ignoring everything bad around you? I wish I could solve it but everytime I try it just tends to get worse.

I don't know, I'm not sure about anything anymore. I don't know where I'm going or what I'm going to do. I'll just have to keep walking a nd see where I end up so I get something to hold onto again and try to get a grip from there. But what if there never will be anything to hold onto anymore.

Just let me drown.
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Anonymous

06-25-06 2:38pm

omg...you are so fucking emo! jk...i kinda know what you mean. this is dani...i'm at hockey camp so i'm not sure if i'll be back on here but i should be for the next few days. drop me a line if you get this message. i think you ignored all of my other messages from the last couple of entrys u made...i dunno.
love you forever and i hope things get better for u.
cheer up emo kid! :P
laterZ,
Dani

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Freaky

Re:, 06-25-06 4:51pm

I am not EMO!....and i didnt ignore your replies i think...dunno..

I can't just cheer up....I mean sure I have fun sometimes....when i feel down i just let it out here so it just seems like i always feel bad....but its not always like that...

hope ur havin fun at hockey camp...would be kewl to have something to do as hobby or something =P

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Anonymous

Re: Re:, 07-18-06 2:38pm

halla! i know what you mean...my blog is messed up too cuz i only update once in a while and I put random emo stuff on there. i know you're not emo...i wuz just making fun.
i am having fun. wish you were here....lol not really. :P jk
love ya and i'll ttyl.
dani

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Anonymous

09-05-06 10:32am

hey...i'm home. talk to me...i miss your criticism.
dani

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