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| m&ms487 (profile) wrote, on 6-29-2006 at 7:21pm | |
| Current mood: embarrassed |
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| Going over to my grandparent's house always makes me feel guilty. I feel guilty because I never go and see them, and when I do I realize I should have instead of doing everything else I have been doing lately. I still encounter that 'perfection' thing, but I'm trying not to let that get to me. You know, the whole 'I have to be just like they want me to be, or else they won't want me anymore'. My biggest fear in life is of confrontation that ends in abandonment. I know they are all going to die pretty soon, and I'm going away, away to college. I'm going to miss the little they have left. At least, I always feel that way. To all those who don't know, the admissions office at GVSU doesn't like me and wouldn't take me (even though i was accepted into their music program, their school, and I graduated sixth in my class with a fucking 3.96 gpa), so now I am going to CMU. My orientation day is July 21. I'm not a little child anymore, but I still feel like I need to behave like one sometimes...ask permission, don't talk to strangers, eat my vegetables, and the like. |
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sugarjackj | 06-29-06 9:22pm YYYAAAAYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!
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| m&ms487 | Re:, 06-30-06 4:03pm Are you a music major?
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sugarjackj | Re: Re:, 07-01-06 1:42pm Yeah im majoring in music!
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