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ORFwasHERE (profile) wrote,
on 2-20-2000 at 11:27pm
Current mood: close to breaking down
Subject: "one night i walked into my parent's bedroom and they saw me naked"
thats a good quote. haha.


so the real business.....well...

i have a research paper due by 3 o'clock tomorrow, and if its not in before then, I fail 2nd semester of english 3 honors and have to repeat the class. As of right now, i barely have any of it started.
In first period tomorrow, I have a bio test on ch 23, and i have some knowlege of the material, but not much. I have a trig test in 4th period, and i barely know the material, and I didn't do the homeworks that go along with it. I also have a presentation in spanish tomorrow where i have to memorize 7 sentences i make up on some picture (I don't have the brain power to memorize anything right now). we're also somehow fitting in a quiz on some past participle bullshit that i barely know anything about. It's about 11:30 pm right now. I have to be to school at 7:30am tomorrow. most likely i'm just not even going to bother trying to go to sleep tonite. i have too much to do.

i am close to breaking down again

coffee has become my god
i hate coffee

for some reason i'm not being negative about this at all. thats fucking scary.
I found some lyrics that fit how i feel, so here it goes:



"Lock Down"

no matter how i try and try
the dirt lands on my head
the push and shove of daily life
the stupid things i've said
have left me wishing that i was dead and gone
a silent party in my name a way to right the wrong

now i'm sick and i'm tired
you fuck with me and i'll fuck with you
and i'm pissed so pissed off
nothing you say can make me stop
time is short like my fuse
bet against me a you will lose
no, i wont give up
only place i have to go is up

morning came the feelings gone
there's nothing in my head
push the covers to the floor
i stumble out of bed
whishing i was somewhere far away
a silent partner in a crime affects me everyday

now i'm sick and i'm tired
you fuck with me and i'll fuck with you
and i'm pissed so pissed off
nothing you say can make me stop
time is short like my fuse
bet against me a you will lose
no, i wont give up
only place i have to go is up

[bass solo]

i want to go
so far away come again live to fight another day
i want to go
so far away come again live to fight another day
lock down





-A.J.
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plainmornings

02-21-03 6:36pm

hang in there kiddo.... Chris didn't sleep all night trying to finish that bullshit paper... Think... at least you don't have IB shit to deal with anymore, no CAS, no IB exams, no extended essay

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