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Atman (profile) wrote,
on 5-7-2002 at 9:41pm
Current mood: restless
Music: Heavy Metal
Subject: JESUS CHRIST
Alright, if you don't like my bitching, just exit now. Cause thats all I'm going to do. Ok? Everyone gone? This entry is sort of to let off steam. Ready?

Alright, I'm about ready to slowly poisen my mother who seems to be obsessed with my current change in behavior. Whatever the hell that means. My dad just won't talk to me, and that pisses me off. Its 9:45, and my english essay is still not done. Mom just called me and talked to me. Get this. Tonight, she wanted me to drive with her to Greenville. I said no, but I'd go with her and do homework at the same time. She screamed back, "NO! THATS NOT PART OF THE DAMN DEAL! DRIVE OR DON'T GO!" We argued, but I chose not to go so I could do homework. She just flew out of the driveway and had to be going sixty before even going 200 yds from our house. She comes home, pissed and not wanting to talk with me, and goes biking. I still had homework, so I kept working. She comes home, I ask how her bike ride was, and she gets mad at me. I go out to take a break from homework and shoot hoops. I come in, and shes vaccuming, still pissed. A moment ago, she called me into the bedroom and told ME off. F*ck you mom. I don't usually say that, but you know what? All shes been doing is getting madder and madder and madder. She yells at me because "I can't tell what she wants". I asked her what she wanted, and she said she shouldn't have to tell me. WTF? How can I know what to do if I don't know what she wants? Then she says I shouldn't have fought back about driving. Tells me shes tired. Why couldn't she tell me that in the first place? I gladly would have driven, but I was concerned with other things. Jesus, I can't tell what moms on, but shes been splittin it with my dad. Hes not a happy man either. By the way, my english paper will get, oh, lets see...C. If I'm lucky. All she wants is what she told us. I lost points on quotes before. FREAKIN QUOTES. How can you lose points on quotes? You're getting them right from the book!

Whew. Sorry for anyone who read that but didn't want to. I don't like to bitch, but I need to get this out of my system. Maybe tomorrow I'll put in a more cheerful entry.
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unwanted

Oh my effing goodness..., 05-09-02 1:14pm

I swear to you... I read that entry and I was scared. I have said this same exact thing in numerous entries. Nearly exact too."She yells at me because "I can't tell what she wants". I asked her what she wanted, and she said she shouldn't have to tell me. WTF? How can I know what to do if I don't know what she wants?"

I've said those exact words MANY times. I hate how my mom expects me to be able to read her mind. How are we supposed to know what they want us to do? It's like we're offering to help, but they say no because we shouldn't have to ask- we should just know what they want. I know how ya feel. It's okay to bitch once in awhile too, don't feel bad. It's good to get it out of your system.


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spud

05-10-02 3:23pm

hey man. you know my mom. she won't even bother explaining why she's pissed, OR what she wanted me to do, and THEN expects me to fix it, still. top that, both y'all.

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unwanted

Re:, 05-10-02 3:25pm

Mothers always have some way of making you in the wrong... won't tell you what you DID wrong, then leaves it up to you to fix it. I hope I'm not like that.

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Atman

Re: Time to be honest, 05-15-02 8:21pm

Ok, your mom's a bit weird. I'm sorry. She is. She does get angry over stupid things, but the one thing you have NEVER seen is when shes mad. Jesus, it makes you want to go jump off a bridge or steal a car and drive away. Its terrible. She also thinks I'm freakin psychic or something. "Why couldn't you tell?" "Weren't my hints good enough for you?" Come on! Just frickin tell me! Don't toy with me! I said that to her, and she said, quote,
"I don't know why you're making this a big fuss. Its just that you were wrong. Why can't you admit that?" Take tonight for example. I told her that my spring concert was Sunday, and she says, "I had no idea." Jesus Christ! How many times have I told her?! Spud! You were there when we talked about that golf trip! It was brought up like, seven times! ERRRRR...

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tuwang

05-11-02 9:08am

I got lucky, my mom's too stupified to argue with me. Although she does make me do everything for her. Like one time, she made me carry a laundry basket downstairs for her. which is ok, but she followed me down and then put them in. Sometimes I just wanna tell her "Well no shit your fucking fat, you never do anything except sit on your ass" oh well, good luck with your mom.

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