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.j.e.s.s. (profile) wrote,
on 7-7-2006 at 11:54pm
oh wait, i have to write about one more thing because i am so serious about it.

when we move into the apartment, i'm putting this picture of me and roman on the fridge. It's a picture from when I was in the beginning of my Junior year, and him his senior year. and you can tell such a difference in our weight. we were so skinny.

i swear i'm getting back down to like 105. swear. as soon as i can buy my own food, when i buy the healthy stuff, that's all i'll have for the week and no exceptions. seriously in my moms house they never buy anything healthy EVER. like fruits and veggies dont even exist in this house. well, canned ones but that doesn't really count. i cna't wait until i can buy what i should eat and then be forced to eat it because i can't waste my money. hahaha. and then also i wont over eat because then i will be broke!!!!

i just seriously can't wait to get skinny again. and i know roman can't either. my baby wants his big ol guns and tight ass back. lol. i'm buying him weights for christmas too. shhh.

so yeah that's my plan and i SERIOUSLY am sticking to it! no freshman 15 for me. it's freshman negative 15 for me. yeah i'm so serious about this i even bought a scale for us today. haha. right now i will continue to pig out though...yeah.... i'm horrible oh well!
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shea

07-08-06 9:22am

Hola,
I havent talked to you in SO long or seen you for that matter! I miss ya alot. I need to get my phone all charged up again because I was told that I have some messages on it from various people. An I am not sure that I have you number... take that back I do. lol wow can you tell that I am losing it! I am so proud of you jess that you are moving out on your own, you are truely an amazing girl. I read you woohu around the forth and I wish I could have been here to hang out with you because noone should be hanging out alone on the 4th... hahaaha even though I was. Love ya bunches (an I mean that) Shannon

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JordanMackenzie7

07-11-06 2:55pm

Jess, I totally know what you mean. My mom buys so much junk that I've gained like... 15lbs! I asked her last night to start buying healthy food and she was like, "When I do, you never eat it." And so I say, "Yeah, that's true, because you make all this JUNK easily accessible..." Anyway.. I know what you mean. I'm trying to get healthy.. starting with quitting smoking by August first, at the absolute latest, then... slimming down!

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beckaboo

07-16-06 4:52pm

First of all, you're gorgeous and you need to remember that. But if you REALLY feel as though you need to loose weight for whatever reason; when I became a vegetarian I lost so much weight... and I didn't even really eat that healthy. I just ate... normal except no meat. I know you wouldn't want to be one forever but maybe even just cutting heavy read meats or everything but fish out of your diet would be a good idea. It's better for you, anyway. Our digestive systems (over the thousands of years of evolving) have become "longer" and meat (especially heavy red meat) is in there longer than it's supposed to be and starts to rot before it can finish going through your system. It's very bad for you and can give you infections and actually lead to some cancers.
Just so you know.
Veggie-speak. :-)
Peace & Love and all that jazz..

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.j.e.s.s.

Re:, 07-16-06 10:54pm

thanks. maybe i'll try that but i really dont eat that much meat anyway. hmm well thanks for th e advice byebye

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