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godessalthena (profile) wrote,
on 7-17-2006 at 9:04pm
that makes me smile.

anyway... yeah, i'm a pansy when it comes to my parents.
and that makes me feel bad.
today just felt... wrong and bad.

and i'm sorry. i know they control me. and i know that's stupid of me. but it's just... i don't want to fight with them... and i have been sick. and i still look sick.

and i feel so horrible about it. i'm really sorry, i know you're disappointed in me. i'm really sorry you have to... what? suffer?... through my submissiveness to my parents and my passive agressive way of dealing with them.... it's just easier this way until i leave.

tomorrow will be fun. and i will make it be fun. and i won't be sick tomorrow and no one will ruin my plans. or at least the time i want to spend with kirk.

because that's what i want to do.

'i'm sorry baby, but this is who i am...'

love,
amelia
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Anonymous

07-19-06 5:39pm

Alrighty, I took off the 13th. So now, I'm free to do whatever the entire day! (if you want to). And I got you something in Cheney ^-^ (where I am while typing this letter)! I love you.

<3
Lauren

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