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| rayray (profile) wrote, on 7-20-2006 at 2:30pm | |
| Current mood: Angry Music: I loved her first - Heartland Subject: Sometimes I wish I was a rock because then it'd actually hurt when I hit people.. |
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| In recent news, I can't stand my mother. However, I suppose that isn't recent news now is it? Another reason why I don't want to get married or have kids, and if I do get married, I am going to elope (sp?), is that I can't stand the tension between my parents. That and I'm always dragged into the middle of their fights. He still loves her, but talks shit about her to keep from admiting it. She's a lying self center alcoholic i can't live without pot/cigarettes tramp. Yes, I just called my mother a tramp. I have sent my resume to several places. Still nothing. There's probably enough gas in the burban to get to the gas station. I won't have money for about a week. I hate struggling. But I'm not the only one in my family that is. My dad seems to be the only one that is financially stable but lives like he's poor. Even under all this stress and anger towards my mother, I am still incredibly happy. After being torn apart and knocked down by my mother, I am still standing strong. But under that layer of happiness, there's nothing but tears. I hate emotions. |
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AcidTears | 07-22-06 9:13pm I'm sorry I never got back to you. A bunch of shit got started between Kayliegh and Casey, and she brought it with her when she came to get Drew..and my mother wanted to sit me down and have a talk about the whole scenario. |
rayray | Re:, 07-23-06 3:45am Its fine. I've had my own drama this weekend.. Well really just tonight.. Courtney is going to fucking die. I swear to fucking got.. Tonight we went out riding and were having a good time and whatnot we went to johnnys and she was there and she started hanging all over Mike and everyone backed me up and was like wtf are you doing. I was sooooo pissed.. Then we went riding again and Mike goes "hey courtney wants to go riding, would you be mad if i went and got her" and i was like if you got get her you might as well take me to the truck or i'll walk my ass there if i have to.. he was like you're joking right? and i was like nope sorry, i hate her and you know that.. she gets on the back of your bike, and ill go home and pack your shit so you can move it out when you get home.. When we got back to Johnnys she came over and started bitching at Mike for not going to get her.. I just laughed at her.. Then I left because i had to take my dads truck back and mike left shortly before me, but i think he turned back around and went back to johnnys because its been over an hour and he should have been here atleast 45 mintues ago.. So if he's not here by four, no matter how much I love him, Ill start backing his shit.. |