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godessalthena (profile) wrote, on 9-7-2006 at 8:40pm | |
Current mood: pensive Music: the juliana theory - goodnight starlight Subject: roses and happiness |
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i really miss my friend jordan palmer. today really sucked when it started. like really badly sucked... i cried a little, but i stopped myself... kittens barely helped curb the sad. i wish i could see a real kitten...... anyway, yea, so it sucked and i felt like shit. then we went to lunch in the international district, which was fun because i was with my friends, even if i was sad. see, i was sad because... well... the same stupid reasons... i'm fat, bad at what i wish with all my heart to be good at, and people are mean to me... no matter how hard i try not to let them, insults do in fact hurt me. i want to be pretty and lovable, but how can i do that when people are always tearing me down? i am not made out of steel. so yeah, my friends made my day a little better. but then the best part came! i got to see my kirkery and he was happy to see me and i felt pretty and loved. and i even got a rose. <3 hehe it's so nice. --,--'--,--'--@ dude am i cool or what? and then i found the letter from adam! man, this day turned around. i love it. four days left until my week break! <3 i miss you all, amelia |
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aerii | 09-08-06 8:09pm im sorry you are sad sweetie, i'll come and visit you some weekend or something cause i miss you like crazy.
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