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Butterfly (profile) wrote,
on 10-6-2006 at 11:26pm
Current mood: pissed off
Music: Hate Me - Blue October
So Ferris has all my info. They can now love me or leave me.

Kelly's workin and totally preoccupied. Makes me sad, but I'm happy he got the Eden job... thing. Surely it'll make him happy? If not... uh... he'll do somethin. Uh-huh... Ok. Done with that one.

I want to be able to stay up as late as I want on Friday night, but staying up late during the week makes me really tired, so then I'm exhausted come Friday and not able to keep my eyes open. Not cool.

So my family keeps talking to me about going to Ferris; how I'm "not very good with money" "don't know what I'm getting in to" "I don't know anything about financial aide" "how am I going to pay for it?" "what's the cost for a full year?"
I like how they think I'm completely moronic and cannot do one fucking thing. Even if I don't get accepted, I'll work my ass off here with 8 full time jobs until I save enough money up and then just move up there anyway, just to spite them. Just to show them that I can make it on my own, don't need any of their help, not that they offered in the first place.
I just wish all the stuff they said didn't hurt and that I really did have the heart of ice they say I do.
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Valoth

10-07-06 2:00pm

Well I can start off by saying your parents should worry about those kinda things, but thats there usual thing they need to do. You should hear my mom, shes a HUGE worry wort. I know she paniced when I was thinking of moving out last fall. Its a good thing I didnt. So.

Movining along, I would guarentee if I can help solve any of those things, I will. I promise on that.

Im sorry I cant really comfort you in person on just the fact that they are bashing you, and I couldnt counter there banter with some solid lines of my intentions to help you over here.

lll finish this reply later. I lost my train of though when kevin called. >.<

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Butterfly

Re:, 10-07-06 4:08pm

*hugs you tight*
Simply talkin to you comforts me in more ways than should be possible. Knowing you love me and that you want to comfort me more than you can atm makes everything alright, even when everything isn't alright.
I love you Kelly

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