10-23-06 5:09pm

i really don't like our new band director. ugh...*angry face*

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Re:, 10-24-06 1:49pm

why not?

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Re: Re:, 10-24-06 3:15pm

he's short and being a dueche bag. long story. I'll put another on here when I have more time. right now, I have to go get courtany.

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Re: Re:, 10-25-06 3:36pm

ok, now I can post it all. well, to start off he's not robuck but I guess it's what we need. Anyways, I play bass clarinet and I've played it for 4 years and he knows I play it and he's like, "how do you know you're going to get it? We'll probably give it to the higher up people." I was like, "what the hell? This is bullshit." If I don't get bass clarinet I'm gonna be so pissed off. And we're doing try outs right now and we have to do it on our clarinets which i think is bull shit. I should be playing it on my BC, the instrument I'm probably going to play. I don't know...

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Re: Re: Re:, 10-25-06 8:48pm

to be fair, i think everyone should have a chance.

but i also think that with 4 years experience, you'll certainly have a leg up on the competition anyway, so nothing to worry about there.

has robuck officially retired completely, or is he just cutting back?

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Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-26-06 4:14pm

he's cutting back right now. He still teaches us and stuff but Borst has been doing alot of it too. I do have to say, Borst is hot. Then again, he also looks like a monkey.

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10-23-06 6:57pm

let's rumble
I'm a go

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Re:, 10-24-06 1:49pm

you're on! ; )

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10-23-06 9:21pm

Awww, Chris, what's the matter? Umm, I wish I had something for you to beat up, but I'm afraid I don't. If you need anything, just give a call.
-Linds

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10-24-06 12:36am

wigging out and beating the tar out of stuff always sounds reasonable to me

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Re:, 10-24-06 1:51pm

yeah.

so, kevin tells me you smoke now?

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Re: Re:, 10-25-06 8:23am

every now and then, yeah.

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Re: Re: Re:, 10-25-06 8:48pm

yeah, me too.

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Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-27-06 8:49am

neat (i guess)

gimme a call or something, it's been too long

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10-24-06 12:21pm

i feel like i should have that same exact post except replace tar with fuck and it would suit me better,
yup i feel where your coming from.

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10-24-06 12:35pm

Well it wouldn't be without your affect.

Its not the first time you have wigged out and beat the tar out of something.....or someone....

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i'm aware., 10-24-06 1:48pm

if you're referring to the incident at bowman's, that did not come without fair warning. it doesn't make it right. but it was avoidable, had my warnings been heeded.

if it's not about that, then i'm confused. who did i beat the tar out of? well, there was mark savage, but that was like second grade.

or the time with mom in the kitchen, perhaps. but again, nothing really came of it. i threatened... and came very close, but nothing actually ever came of it.

and i suppose the one time with shannon, but we've since worked that out, i think. and it was a pretty innocent incident anyway. and she's super great.

the point being, i'm attempting to get better. that's why i'm not actually following through, even if i might want to.

in fact, i rarely follow through with anything. everyone knows that.

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10-24-06 3:52pm

If only you could read that through the eyes of another.

All of your girlfriends, and even your own mother.
Who would even THINK of hitting their own mother?
And the trend seems to be, that you hit women.
Does it make you feel big? Do you feel more like a man hitting a woman? Does it excite you?

Has a women ever struck you back? Why is it ok for you to hit women when their are other solutions? Has a women's response to them being "pestered" been to hit you?

You may be attempting to get better, but you obviously can't do it on your own.


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Re:, 10-24-06 6:27pm

wtf mate? Do you even know Chris? Delete that, hon. It isn't worth a complex.
Kate

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Re: Re:, 10-25-06 1:25pm

Mate? No. I most defiantly am not your "mate".

All I can say is, if you are in fact a women, watch out. He may punch you in the face from mere annoyance. And, since you did say "mate" and "hon" I can tell your power to be annoying exceeds that of any of Chris's former/current girlfriends.

Since he hits women (or seriously contemplates it) you may want to take a step back. For your own saftey. Especially since we can so obviously tell you are infatuated with him. Oh yes, "heed" his warning. Who needs a warning to be told they are going to be punched in the face? Especialy from someone you know and trust? Like I said, is there no other solution? Apparently not.

Do I know Chris? I don't feel I have to answer this.

But do I have to know him to know that hitting a woman is wrong?
Would it make it any different if I did know him? No. Because there is no excuse and no leniency on this issue.

He should look to his father for guidence on this one. At least his father had strength to quit his problem. Like I said before, Chris obviously needs help.

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Re:, 10-25-06 1:41pm

well he never hit me. and im an ex.
so........you know.......

but he woould have had it commin back at him if he ever did!

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Re:, 10-25-06 9:02pm

AMEN SISTAH!

dad would never have gotten over his problem without the help of several empathetic drunks and the big man himself.

so, if you're telling me to turn my life over to the power of god, then that's fine by me. i won't get all religious, but i'll be the first to admit that i'm not the best person to run the show. any diety that's willing to take control of this mess can have the reins. i'm really okay with that.

i don't know who you are. you know who i am. i'm not going to delete these comments, because they serve as a reminder for what i don't want to become. but i'm not going to let them give me a complex either.

and i didn't hit jackie. and if you're the person i suspect you may be, then you will understand what i mean when i say that when i cheated on her, i did something far more abhorrent than physical violence could ever achieve.

and i really am sorry. it's a pity i can't change it. so i guess i'll just have to learn from it.

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Re: Re: Re:, 10-25-06 9:20pm

Your way with words is quite familiar, yet it would be hard for me to believe that the person you remind me of is the same who has written here. And if you are the one who I am reminded of, then I wonder when did this distance between you and Chris come about? Why must it be that everyone in this worlds drifts apart..

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Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-27-06 9:05am

or it could be that he just changed, which seems far more plausible than someone drifting apart from themselves. people do that you know.

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-27-06 12:15pm

believe me, i know.

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Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-29-06 2:14pm

We were never that close to begin with.


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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-29-06 5:48pm

Hmm, well than you must not be the person I was thinking of. Whew!

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