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| rayray (profile) wrote, on 10-29-2006 at 6:01pm | |
| It's amazing how all through high school I was afraid of commitment and all the stuff that comes with it. And then when I graduated, I started dating Shaun and thought I was ready for something that I wasn't. So our relationship soon ended because I then found something that I thought would make me happier, when really it turned my whole world upside down, inside out and everywhich way but the right way. After that whole experience, I was a mess. I thought my life was over, and I wanted it to be. After a couple months of doing stupid stuff and holding in all the depression, I started dating Michael. After we started dating I started to release all of that pent up depression and I started drinking a lot. But soon quit after I made a terrible mistake which resulted in our relationship coming to a week long end. Here we are, still together. Tuesday will be 1 year. Not only is this my longest relationship, I am the happiest I've been in a long time. I love him very much and even though we fight, and have our problems I wouldn't trade it or him for the world. And recently I had the same thoughts that Brianna has been having. And Im sure if I asked Michael if he thought we were meant to be together, he'd tell me the same thing Dann told Brianna. But sometimes, even though you don't want to hear the answer that they have, you have to ask the question. The truth hurts and will always hurt. All day today, I look at him and just smile. He makes me really happy. When I look at him, it makes me so happy to know that I'm with him. That I am able to wake up next to him everyday, and fall asleep with him every night. If you haven't noticed, I really do love him. Justy, I miss you. |
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brianna | 10-28-06 10:27pm Aww. I'm glad that you've found that though. It is weird how we're so much alike and yet not. We seriously have to meet sometime. |
rayray | Re:, 10-29-06 6:54am Right now I am incredibly happy. And i love it. |
skife | 10-29-06 9:36am rachie, i miss you too, a whole bunches. |
rayray | Re:, 10-29-06 9:38am awwe. |