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godessalthena (profile) wrote,
on 11-2-2006 at 8:06pm
i hate feeling
deep in my heart

no words can paint

no drawings can say

what it is
what is burning
burning inside of me

what is it
my brain cant even
understand or understate(
even the empirical dimensions
of your being)

and the feelings
the eating and the biting
the hate
the love
the desparation(slowing disappation[of]

deep(falling)nothingness
of emotions
hopelessly
trying
to
escape)




could this be it
the end of the beginning
of growing up

or[...]


|is it just like growing up again shooting up into the void of responsiblity|
|is it just like falling in love again falling into an endless pit of dreams?|

and here i am.
alone.
feeling everything.
saying nothing
(of any or little import)

and who is listening
who is feeling me
and touching my heart

because outside it's raining
[it's pouring and the old man
he died]
and i don't want to feel the artificial heat
pouring from my wall
biting into what is real
and what is true.

b.
u.
t.

truth
is
S[omeone's]
U[ltimate]
B[battle]
J[ust]
E[ntertaining]
C[ertain]
T[angled]
I[intellegently]
V[ivacious]
E[lements]
isn't it?
isn't it..?

we'll see
as i cave in
andburnmypassions

ready?
aim!
fire
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lillypad

11-04-06 2:44am

hey. that's beautiful.
you're actually amazing at articulating. That's not very common.

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rorin

11-06-06 1:11pm

Boootiful. Just boootiful.

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