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chaosdecrepit (profile) wrote,
on 11-25-2006 at 2:21am
Current mood: bitter/anti-social
Music: N/A
Subject: i need a home for my hands and head
I just walked Nikolai part-way home... I hope he doesn't fall asleep on the way... The poor little guy was so tired.

Other than that, I am so sick of people.
And half the time the state of the world makes me want to cry.

I'm sick of being a figurehead for some guy and I'm sick of not being cared about. I've been treated like a joke, I have. Someone is going to get a hell of a lot of backlash for it.

All it does is make me more bitter and jaded and it becomes harder for me to put my trust in people... And really, do I need to get any worse with those things?

Nay.

I was never really taught right from wrong and when I was in high school I always had somene to look out for me. Here it's different. I've gotten myself into a "how many stupid things can I do, how far can I go before someone stops me?" mindset.

Trust me,

there is no one here to stop me.
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xhan

11-25-06 10:02pm

Britt. I don't know what to say. But to say nothing makes me feel like I'm neglecting my duty as a friend.

I think... you need to have more faith in yourself. You're a far better person than you give yourself credit for. We all do stupid things. We all make mistakes. But that's what makes us stronger in the end. We learn from these mistakes.

A person can only be given the basics of right and wrong. In the long run, to distinguish the difference is up to the individual at hand. And I think you can do it.

Actually. I know you can do it. I have total confidence in you. And if you do by some chance screw up, I'll be there, as will the rest of us here on woohu and charlie and shawna and even my dog Ace to help you pick up the pieces.

I love you Britt.
I hope these few words help you out... even just a bit.

I won't give up on you.


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chaosdecrepit

Re:, 11-26-06 5:53am

Holy Christ Xhanny.

That almost brought me to tears.

Thank you so much...

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