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godessalthena (profile) wrote,
on 11-29-2006 at 5:28pm
why does this have to be so hard for me? i don't know what i want anymore because there ae so many different desires within me and i can't decide which should be listened to.

and i miss my family so much. i miss my home and my friends and everything... i miss my bed and the air and the weather... and i miss the sun and the parks...

i just miss where i used to be, even if i was excited for here before... i hate it here. there is nothing here that brings me joy just for existing on the same plane.

and here i am sitting in my room like a loser crying my eyes out because i'm a fucking baby that needs to grow up.

i'm stronger than this right? right..?

sigh.

I have so much work to do.
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oceanchild

11-29-06 8:46pm

I've been feeling pretty overwhelmed lately too. We should start a club!!

But yeah...it seems to have been a difficult fall for a lot of people. Homesickness won't last forever though, I promise. And even though you're strong, it's okay to cry once in a while y'know.

I love you. Feel better soon.

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