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| mle (profile) wrote, on 2-23-2003 at 12:34am | |
| Current mood: sleepy. just woke up from the drive home from msu Music: foo fighters - all my life Subject: some of them want to be abused (marilyn manson - sweet dreams) |
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marcus is housesitting this weekend. so i "went in early to work" and ended up fooling around w/ him... lol, while i was on the clock - so i got paid to get on him. :) but it kinda interfered w/ our fun so i was pissed. but i was in the best mood in the world after. like, i *loved* work today! and i dont regret it for a minute. if i regret anything, its waiting until i was supposed to leave to start stuff. but the next time i talked to him, he was like "yea i dont think there should be anymore just mle and marcus time unless theres someone there to control us" um, im sorry you got horny again and i wanted to go along w/ it. lol. that kinda dropped me on my bum. ive been thinking about it all day since. you almost always pick the best times to drop the worst lines you almost made me cry again this time (the used - buried myself alive) and it doesnt bother me in the least that he "hopes" to hook up w/ rikki. im such a selfish lil skank. all i want is attention from a guy. from him. and if he just wants to use me because rikki doesnt do anything, thats perfectly fine w/ me. i have no problem playing the booty call. if we sleep together will you like me better?... if we sleep together will i like you better? (garbage - sleep together) ive got a lot of crazy things floating around in my head lately. but i really just want to know what the fuck is *really* going on. drag me outta my dream world and tell me the cold hard truth: i dont really like marcus. he doesnt seem to be into me like he used to. i screwed around behind my best friends back (kinda like she did to me, only much worse). and i dont even like my best friend that much. and the other two guys in the picture... im not into either of them anymore either. and id know what to do if i just knew what was coming... and i dont wanna call you but then i wanna call you cause i dont wanna crush you but i feel like crushing you (third eye blind - deep inside of you) because unless youre taking advantage of me, you crush me to no end. but i could never crush you. or turn away from you. because i need you and your endless high-withdrawl you drag me through. and im sick of the mind games - not from you. no, im sick of screwing w/ my own mind... mle |
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drunkslut | 02-24-03 2:24pm who the hell are all the "you's" in this entry? |
| mle | Re:, 02-25-03 3:38pm you. kathleen, please use me for your own sexual pleasures.
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| drunkslut | Re: Re:, 02-26-03 1:56pm there is absolutely no reason for the sarcastic underlying tone of your comment...BITCH! |