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| chorusnerd620 (profile) wrote, on 12-29-2006 at 12:03am | |
| Current mood: anxious Music: "Come What May (Finale)" - Moulin Rouge Subject: life...Duh! |
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| Its been a while since ive typed in here. Now seems a great way to update! :) Alot has happened in this 2 or 3 week period. I moved back home! Im so happy about that. I know this place is one the worst places to live but i dont care i love it. "You never realize you love something until its gone", i never really believed that quote until i was home alone wtih nothing to do. How depressing. I loved it, but then again i hated it. But i just couldnt adjust, maybe cause i didint want to or maybe just cause i oculdnt. Whatever it was im here now. Safe. Happy? Sure. I guess you could say that. Im more happier here than i ever wouldve been there. Stuff has happened but i cant do anything about it. Recently, Gina broke up with me. On our 6 month Anniversary. Reason why: Unknown. Most of confusion. I guess you can say. My reaction towards it, was ok. Very surprisingly. usually i cry and cry for days and stupid crap like that. But i guess you can say being with Gina has made me mature alot more in relationships. of course i was hurt. But we have been discussing quite some time before the action took place. I was ready for either outcome. It hurts alot, oh yea it does. But no need for tears. Why cry if it makes her happy? If she doesnt wanna be wtih me tahn im not gonna make her. Thats stupid. I would rather her be with me causeshe wants to be than out of Sympathy or pity. Honesty is such an amazing thing, i wish people would use it more often. Love, how i wish more was in the world. I really do wish Gina would come back to me and everything be the way it was before, BETTER than it was as of that matter. Whatever happens just...happens. I hope her decision makes HER happy. Hopefully she doesnt choose an answer to make me happy or anyone else happy. Just her. My Parents. PERFECT COUPLE! yea, never happen! I hope the person i spent the rest of my life with, our relationship isnt like that, or anywhere near it. Like a month ago they hated each other and didnt want anything to do with each other. And now they fuck everyday. We were living with my grandma for a while and it kinda sucked but hey i lived closer to Gina and Tiffany. :) Then my mom got tired of it and we went to our house cause we were gonna sneak in but my dad changed the locks. ASSHOLE! then miraculously! we found an open window. we shoved my brother in here and he opened the door we got in and put our things away. And yea my dad came home it was better tahn expected, until my dad called the cops. DON DON DON!!! nothing happened though. it was all good, than my dad left and a couple of hours he came back begging my mom to work it out and saying he loved her and other bullshit like that. Stupid! how pathetic. For a week they were good, but my mom and dad hung around his family and my dad was an asshole to her and shit happened. But AGAIN they worked it out and they're ok.I think, no i KNOW my moms' an idiot for going back to my dad. But hey Love is weird and STUPID. who knows they're outcome. THey want another kid. But w/e those 2 stupid idiots know what they want. Ones a Coke head, drunk and the other is a moron. Pretty fucked up family. lol. Oh well, i guess i love them. :) All i know is that i wont ever end up like them. School...ive been in it for a week but havent really gone to my classes. :( But once we go back ima be good. i promise Journal! :D Well its 12:52. Ima go. ill update later. Goodnight Journal. I Love You *~Gina~* ~*AlWaYs AnD fOrEvEr~* |
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Cherries | HOLD UP!, 12-30-06 8:00pm HOLD UP GIRL!! THEY WANT ANOTHER KID? IMA SMACK BOTH THEM WHEN I GO TO UR HOUSE NEXT TIME.. OH HELL NAH. LET THEM FUCK.. ARGUE.. BE HAPPY.. N ALL DAT. BUT PLZ, NO MORE KIDS! THATS NOT SOMETHING THEY NEED!! ANYWAYS.. IM REALLY HAPPY FOR UR PARENTS. I HOPE IT LAST LONGER. U KNOW WHEN U GET MARRIED UR GONNA FUK EVERY DAY.. 24/7 SO SHUT UP GIRL! PLUS.. IF U TAKE GINA BACK.. UR JUST GONNA B LIKE YO MOM.. LOOK AT GINA.. SHE DONT KNOW WHAT SHE WANTS.. NEITHER DOES UR DAD.. HE SAYS HE LOVES HER N WANTS HER.. BUT WHO KNOWS. SO REALLY, U CANT SAY SHIT. THATS JUST LOVE. IF GINA WANTED U BACK. U'D TAKE HER BACK, AND IM SURE U WOULD MORE THAN ONCE. SO SHUT UP U UGLY LIL GIRL.. :-D.. LOL U KNOW U KNOW I LOVE U! BYE MAMA.. TALK TO U LATERZ |
imaqinary | 01-01-07 8:01pm We're back together baby! I'm sorry for everything. I love you & want to be with you so much. =]
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