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mle (profile) wrote,
on 5-8-2002 at 10:53pm
Current mood: down, down, down
Music: limp bizkit - boiler room
Subject: i hate the world and every thing/one in it

ive been messing with the devil way too long...
lets leave, oh lets get away
get lost in fields of time
where there's no reason left to hide
no reason to hide
(creed - hide)

that sounds so nice. just to get away from this hell for a while. take a little vacation away from life...

so markie gave up on me. totaly inevitable, but i was hoping this time would be different. instead, i feel like im right back where i started 2 years ago: lost, scared, misunderstood and alone.
alone.
no one's there. no matter how badly i wish they were..

a poem i found online that i liked:

Excuse Me While I Die
By: HunnieB21

sorry to disturb you
i want to say goodbye
i shouldve known not to,
you dont care.
goodbye to you
goodbye to all
sorry to disturb you
but this is my final fall

tahts pretty much how i feel. not really the suicide part (although that does sound nice) more so the fact that no one pays attention to me or cares about me.
do i care? no.
am i hurt? more than you'd imagaine.
fuck people. they just assist me in digging my own grave.

so dig, bitch, dig. and i hope you burn along with me.

mle
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drunkslut

05-09-02 9:05am

harsh words...directed towards me?

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mle

Re:, 05-09-02 4:11pm

no. just in general, actually. idk -- im kinda pissy about people just saying "to hell w/ u" to me. so i say this to them. :)

mle

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