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| rayray (profile) wrote, on 2-28-2007 at 8:06pm | |
| I know that I complain a lot about all of my problems, but I swear one of these days, it'll be for a good cause. Right now, I just have a lot of venting to do. I've quit talking to my mother. She's been trying for days to contact me. She keeps leaving me voicemails, and last night she told me I need to leave Mike for this guy that lives in GERMANY and is being shipped to Iraq for a year and a half. Fuck that. I'm NOT leaving my boyfriend who I love entirely for a guy, that I had a crush on when I was 12. Im not going to listen to someone who cheated on their husband with who knows how many guys and then blame the divorce on him. I refuse. Im not going to listen to someone who turns trick for a bag of weed TWO DAYS AFTER she sits there and tells me she LOVES Joe. I'm sick of her bullshit. She needs help but she refuses to get it. She's in denial. She left me a voicemail today saying that she's going to assume that I'm pregnant and too scared to tell her and thats why I'm avoiding her. What the fuck kind of voicemail is that? Honestly. She doesn't realize that she's hurting everyone around her. She's pushing everyone away from her and it doesn't even phase her. Tomorrow is my dads birthday and because I love him, Im baking him a cake and surprising him with it! :] |
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skife | 02-28-07 9:22pm man... turning tricks for weed.
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acidtears | 02-28-07 9:47pm I'm so sorry Raych. I know how crappy senseless voicemails can ruin an entire day. She'll be on your mind all the time.
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rayray | Re:, 03-01-07 3:09pm I talked with my sister on the phone for quite some time last night trying to figure out what to do. And she came to the conclusion that I'm the one that should tell my brother.. |
chelthesmell | 03-01-07 10:46am man oh man, some cake sure does sound good. lol. it's my birthday in like 4 months are something, just thought i'd let ya know that i like chocolate a whole lot. |
rayray | Re:, 03-01-07 3:10pm Cake, Brownies, cupcakes or cookies? |
chelthesmell | Re: Re:, 03-02-07 10:58am oh i like brownies, cupcakes, and cookies all better than cake. you decide. lol |
rayray | Re: Re: Re:, 03-04-07 10:00am Yesterday Paula, Mike's daughters mom, gave me a box of caramel swirl brownie mix! And if I had my cake pan I'd make them like right now, but my dad hasn't returned it :[ |
chelthesmell | Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-05-07 9:47am dang it!! lol |
brianna | 03-02-07 8:58am I'm so sorry Raych. That sucks a lot and I can't even begin to imagine the hurt that you're going through. *hugs* |
rayray | Re:, 03-04-07 10:08am It's been almost a week, I still have not talked to her, other than the intervention that failed miserably. |