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| butterfly (profile) wrote, on 3-26-2007 at 10:28pm | |
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| Ugh, long time no update. Surprisingly -or not- nothing's happened at all. I need money. Here's what's required of me, money wise, in the next few months - 150 for my enrollment fee, 200 for the downpayment on my dorm room, 200 for senior pictures which i need to take Right Now. Then of course State, if I make it, will require about 300, then senior trip ... geeze, I don't even know how much that'll take. I think Ashley took 500... *dies*. I'll need money for my trip to Michigan in June, then, of course, a million dollars for school in the fall. So. That's 1,013 million dollars. No problem right? Things are piling up. I need to win the lottery, but.. oh damn. I'm only 17. I can't even freaking play yet. (you do play the lottery, right?) If I make it to State for FFA I've only got 20 days of school left. If not (Lord forbid) I'll have 23. That's fucking scary. I know it's scary and it's not even hit me that I'm going to be out of school yet. I realized that the other day. I was like "huh... I'm still ok with graduating. I'm still 'excited' to get out of here... wonder when that'll wear off." One thing's for sure, once it does hit me, I'll be a huge mess of mascara and eyeliner. Mom's been on my case about leaving, yet again, and I don't need that. I'm stressing out enough. I'm so glad our school doesn't do finals. I'm sure a few hateful teachers will throw something our way though. I've already got a ten page essay due. I don't even know what I'm going to do it over. I told Kelly penis enhancement, but ... lol I don't think my teacher would be as ok with that. Her reaction would actually be about like his was. That's the only thing going good in my life. Kelly keeps me stable, keeps me sane (though I don't think he thinks I'm as sane as I pretend to be. He sees right through me most of the time). I know I always get all mushy, but I can't help it. I love the man. The best part is that he loves me too. |
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blondiegirl05 | 03-27-07 11:02am college is an insane money sucker. i truly hate it. because not only do you pay for tuition, dorm, and all of the other million fees they tack on, you have to buy books, which are usually about $400 a semester if you're lucky. it's ridiculous! |
Butterfly | Re:, 03-27-07 6:16pm ugh... it's a good thing i wasn't lookin for a mood booster :s |
| blondiegirl05 | Re: Re:, 03-27-07 11:42pm I'm sorry, it's just that I didn't realize all of that before I came to college, and then when I got here, I freaked out. It's always nice to know what you're getting yourself into ahead of time. |
Butterfly | Re: Re: Re:, 03-28-07 9:25am Oh, no it's ok. Thanks for telling me.
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