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| godessalthena (profile) wrote, on 3-27-2007 at 12:06pm | |
| Current mood: depressed |
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| is it really too much to ask to just... feel like someone loves me? here, in this place... I feel like no one cares... and it's so big that you would think that SOMEONE would... but the only people who care are those being paid to care and that just isn't right. and i would immerse myself in something, but everything feels so worthless and everything is ugly. and this whole place is filthy and stupid. and now it represents everything i hate and everything that makes me feel like this. i've been feeling like this forever... and i just want these feelings to stop. i want the voice inside of me to be quiet... to leave me alone and let me be happy. i want people to believe me when i say i know what i want and i want people to know that my life isn't just made out of rain and storm clouds... i am happy sometimes, but only when there is something to be happy about... and my life is anything but happy. and fuck all of you who think i'm just being a melodramatic loser. because i'm not. and if you had my life you'd feel exactly the same way. but at least i still go to school and i have a job, even though i don't want one and i don't care. yeah. i hate this. |
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rorin | 03-27-07 11:49pm i love you. i'll see you tomorrow <3 |
lillypad | 03-28-07 10:06am Mamelia Banana,
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